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𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐱 𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐡
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I'm stuck without you
*suicide*
(edited)

"you know what it's over.. this is over," Josh yelled and walked out of the house.

"Please," Jaden begged but he was too late. He fell on the floor crying. he fucked up again this time there was no coming back from it.

he could just end it all here and not have to bear the pain of it all. he took out a pen and a piece of paper and began to write his last words on a piece of paper.

after he finished he texted his family "I love you" and "I'll miss you" and shut his phone off.

TRIGGER!!!! (please don't read if you are sensitive I beg of you)

he went to his bathroom and picked up a blade that was all too familiar. he took held it up to his neck and slid it across. he pushed down with force and his body instantly dropped to the floor. He felt the blood rush out of his neck, he felt his head go weak. Soon his vision was gone.

His breathing slowed till it stopped, the blood was now pooling around his body. He was gone, truly gone.

it had been three hours or so, and no one has seen Jaden. they were all getting a bit worried well everyone except Josh. He couldn't care, he thought Jaden was in his room smoking or drinking his liver away, not knowing what happened.

"I'm gonna go check on Jaden, he hasn't come down in a while," Bryce said and got nods and 'okays' in response.

he got up to Jaden's room and knocked. nothing, he opened the door and saw his keys on the desk next to a letter. still no Jaden so he went to the bathroom and he screamed and fell next to Jadens cold dead body.

" Jaden," Bryce softly cried knowing Jaden was long gone, "JADEN," he screamed. his heart was shattered, broken, the screams and sobs were gut-wrenching.

"what's... oh fuck," Griffin gasped he and the rest of the boys ran upstairs and to Jaden's room. They all gasped as they saw the scene.

"Is he dead?" Anthony asked letting tears fall down his face.

"yeah, long gone," Bryce sobbed harder, his breathing was getting harsh and rocky from crying too much. he had never cried this much.

"get the letter from the desk," Bryce said. Kio was the first one to leave the bathroom and grabbed the letter off the desk. He caressed the letter and let a teardrop on it. He walked back and handed the letter to Bryce.

He grabbed it and laid Jadens head in his lap, acting as if he was only sleeping and not dead.

dear boys, I am probably now long gone and there's nothing you can do about it. After my breakup with Josh, I had nothing else to live for. I want to thank you all for the great memories we made. Thank you Kio and Griffin for helping me figure out who I was. Thank you Blake and Noah for playing football with me and going on a run.

Bryce, you get your part because I love you as a brother and a best friend. thank you for everything. I loved the nights where we would get high and just talk. I loved when I was crying, and you would come up to me and just hold me. whenever I had a bad day you came up to me and ask if I wanted to talk about it. I'll miss those things, but just know I'll always be watching over you.

Josh, I just wanted to say thank you for the best 9 months of my life you were my last good thing and I fucked it up, I'm sorry. I know you're gonna move on, from the relationship and me dying. I just hope sometimes you'll still think about me.

that's all I am a fuck up, now that I'm gone I won't be a burden to you guys. I want you guys to just forget about me.

nothing but love- Jaden.

Bryce set the letter down from reading it out loud and pulled Jaden close to him. " bubba you were never a fuck up," Bryce whispered.

" i-am sorry, I fucked up not him..me," Josh said and everyone looked at him.

"no one to blame here but we have to call the authorities," Griffin said and helped Bryce up.

(time skip)

it was the day of the funeral and Bryce finished tying his tie. and adjusted his black blazer. he grabbed Jadens car keys and drove to the place it was being held.

He walked in and saw Jadens family that flew out and his old friends that he still cared about. Bryce took one deep, shaken breath. He walked in and sat down in his seat. He tried his hardest not to cry as people started speaking about Jaden and his importance to them.

He was loved by everyone.

it was Bryce's turn to speak. " I didn't think I was gonna ever have to make this speech but here I am. Jaden was like my brother, we laughed together and cried together. he was my first real friend in LA, I couldn't ask for anyone better. he would always tell me his issues and I would help him through them. I listened to him, and he listened to me, even when it was my bullshit drunk calls at two in the morning. yeah, there was a time where I did have feelings for him but I suppressed them. I never thought this was gonna be my final words but I love you Jaden Isaiah Hossler. Hope you have fun up there" Bryce concluded and went back to his seat.

it was time for Josh to speak.

"I have always loved Jaden no matter what I said. I loved everything about him especially his eyes. I know he did this because of me, earlier that morning we broke up, and god I wish I didn't do that. I know he wouldn't want me to blame myself but I can't. He would always talk about his dreams to me, my favorite one is where he wanted to travel the world with someone, all the places he wanted to go. I also liked how he always lit up a room when he would walk in. and my final words to Jaden, I will never stop loving you and will never forget you." Josh had hot tears streaming down his face.

" you did good bub and don't blame yourself" Bryce pulled Josh into a hug they stayed wrapped in each other's arms and cried for the rest of the funeral.

that night Josh and Bryce cuddled in Jaden's bed. they both knew that Jaden loved them both.

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