~Y/N POV~
If it weren't for sharing a bed with my kids last night I don't think I would of been able to sleep at all through out the night. Just feeling their warmth and presence in my bed, in my bedroom at that I felt so much better to know I had them by my side. I know in my heart my children would never leave me and now it's the dreaded morning that I know I'll have to face and explain to the kids that their dad's had left them.
My poor innocent babies are going to be heartbroken.
Waking up from sleep I managed to peel the clinging Hyun from my chest so he could instead cuddle into Soobins back. Getting up from the bed was so hard because I had to try and not knock Eunjoo off the bed as I stepped off. I had to push her back further onto the bed in case she rolled off from the edge by the bottom of the bed. I'm surprised she didn't fall off already.
Checking that they were all still sleeping I felt the need to check over the house to see if they had actually gone through the night. I don't want to but I feel the need to so I'm prepared for when the kids wake up and start asking questions.
Slipping out the bedroom as quietly as I could still in my pjs I tipped toed down the small corridor passed Hana's bedroom and Lisa's empty bedroom. Then to carefully step down the stairs so I don't trip over my own feet in the dull house. It's not dark but just enough to see since the sun will be due to come up very soon.
Now standing in the living room the whole house was quiet. All I could hear was Hana's grandfather clock ticking away from the corner of the room and nothing else. It was too quiet and that just made me all the more nervous to find out the truth.
Pushing that thought out my mind I wondered to the single door in the living room that led down to the basement where their small rooms were. The very rooms Rose designed for them all to sleep in. Quietly I opened the door to the dark stair case, expecting the lights to be off but they were on. That didn't help with the nerves.
Always was the stair case down to the basement off if none of them had woken up. It's not like they need it since they can see in the dark but it's a habit that they have come up with since coming back and the kids are around. Especially for Hyun and Aera who like to sneak down here sometimes to cuddle with their dads. I guess after today I may have to bolt up this basement door.
Carefully I walked down the dark steps to the basement just to hear silence in the area. No snoring, now mumbling of sleep from Jungkook or even the little whines that sometimes Taehyung does in his sleep. Nothing can be heard,
Gulping to the silence I pushed myself to the walk towards the first door which would be Namjoon's sleeping room. Pushing that door open, not so much to my surprise it was empty. Nothing was in that room apart from the made up bed, chair and chest of drawers beside the single bed.
I sighed sadly, mentally noting that's one definitely gone.
Walking out that room I went to the next door which was Yoongis. Pushing that door open, again I was greeted to the empty bedroom. Nothing but furniture inside. Okay two gone.
Stepping out the second room just to enter the third room which was Jin's but was located across from Namjoon's door. Third time, empty.
Panic and fear rushed through me and I quickly slammed open Hoseok's room door just to see that was empty too. Then next Taehyungs, then Jimin's and then lastly Jungkook's.
They're gone.
They actually left.
A part of me didn't want to believe that they could actually leave like that but yet they did. They didn't even take anything with them apart from maybe some clothes. Guessing that from Jungkook's bottom drawer still open slightly and a random sock laying on the floor of Jimin's room.
I felt betrayed and yet I wanted to scream, cry but I couldn't risk the kids hearing me.
So after gathering my thoughts I quickly rushed out the basement and back up the stairs to the living room. Then quickly and as quietly as I could, I ran through the living room towards the front door, which was unlocked. Realising it was unlocked I chocked out a sob, tears flowing down my cheeks but I made sure to carefully close the door behind me so I could drag my feet across the floor to the steps and sit down on the bottom step just to have some space and peace.
Covering my face with my hands, I cried so hard. I haven't cried like this in years and it was all because of them yet again but this time they left us willingly thinking this would all be for the best but its not. It's the one of the worse things they could of done and the children as they grow up will never forgive them. Never and that's a fact.
My chest hurt so bad and I cried my heart out so much that I felt like I couldn't breathe, it hurt so much to be betrayed over and over again.
What am I going to tell the children when they wake up?
How can I explain this?
They're too young to understand anything. I cant even imagine what they'll think and yet no matter what happens in their lives I'll always be there for them. I made that promise the moment I made the decision to have them all and not once do I regret it. I'll do anything to keep them safe and happy even if it means their fathers wont be involved.
"Y/n?"
Startled I gasped out of fright and tossed myself to the side, falling off the steps in the process. Looking up to the person that spoke my name standing by the front door but to very slowly come to the top of the steps just to look down at me sadly before sighing and coming down the steps just to grab my hand and help me stand up.
Standing up I couldn't help but to stare, feeling my hand in theirs.
"Y-Yoongi? You're here?"
His sad eyes only looked down to our joined hands, carefully caressing the back of my hand softly.
"I am." Yoongi
"You stayed."
A small smile appeared across his face and nods slowly, his eyes finally meeting my teary ones.
"We all did. See." Yoongi
He turns back to the front door of the house and my body couldn't help but to follow his movements. Through my blurred vision I could see six other hybrids standing there each wearing their own expressions of sadness and guilt.
Namjoon making the first move took the first couple of steps down until he was only inches away from me.
"I'm sorry Y/n. Leaving shouldn't of even been an option in the first place. I've been so use to running from my problems that I would convince the guys that it would be best to run from it. But after thinking last night about everything, leaving would be the biggest mistake of our lives. So I'm so, so sorry." Namjoon
Meeting his teary eyes I crumbled and threw myself at him, jumping into his arms just feeling so happy that they're still here and didn't actually leave. Thankfully Namjoon caught me in his arms and just brought me into his chest, resting his chin on the top of my head.
Behind me I felt Yoongi suddenly join in the hug, his arms stretching around me and then before you know it Namjoon and I were in the centre of this group hug that has been formed.
"You need to know Y/n we can't leave." Jimin
I heard him say close to my left side just to kiss my cheek afterwards.
"Where ever you and the kids go, we go from now on." Hoseok
"You're given us a home and kids Y/n. Not everyone in life is lucky like that." Jin
"But we are and you found us back at that centre." Taehyung
"It was like fate." Yoongi
"You showed us how to have fun and love others Y/n. Thank you." Namjoon
I heard all their soft voices around me, placing soft kisses all over my face when ever they could get the chance but what Jungkook says next made me choke up, full of emotions.
"You made us a family Y/n." Jungkook
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FanfictionY/n is sick of being lonely. Her parents died three years ago, her only friend moved away. So whats the harm in adopting seven cats. But here's the catch, they're not just any type of cat. They're hybrids. What's the worst that can happen?
