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a few days

a few days lateryou took me outbecause i'd been sick beforeand needed airi was happy you thought of thatand that we'd be alone and enjoyingyou paid for our foodas if it were a datebut you preferred to call ita little treat insteadi didn't mindcaus...

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a few days later
you took me out
because i'd been sick before
and needed air
i was happy you thought of that
and that we'd be
alone and enjoying
you paid for our food
as if it were a date
but you preferred to call it
a little treat instead
i didn't mind
cause either way
i had you for myself today
you didn't talk about heather
was it because you maybe
had a little quarrel
or was it
that you knew i didn't like it
as much as i wanted you
to not talk about him
i still wanted to know
what was going on between you
but as i was happy
as i ate with you
we cracked a few jokes and you laughed
i missed that laugh
i just wish you only laugh with me
somehow i only wanted you for myself
or maybe just not him
can't you choose someone ordinary
someone like me
instead of heather
because he's just so ethereal
i wish you do
i think i still have some hopes
we had a great time
as we ate and had coffee
we talked so much
without even bringing heather up
you seemed like you cared about me
and we started to wrap it up
i was finally happy
until you told me one thing
i asked him out
and he said yes

i wasn't smiling anymore
i wish i could care less.

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