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My heart started yelling at me as I looked at the crowd of the guys and girls looking at the list of who got in this god forbid school. I couldn't help but feel more anxious as I watched the faces of disappointment.

There was barely any person who was happy or even a slight smirk looking at that list. I sucked in my fear and went to see the list, I read from top to bottom, and the lower I got on the list, the more my heart was killing me. I couldn't see my name, and I just knew my name wasn't on there.

Until I reached the last name, and it was me. I wanted to cry with joy but I just held it in. I clenched my fists with enjoyment and walked out the building to see Tom standing outside, smiling at me and waiting for some kind of news.

"What happened?" He said as he looked at my blank expression.

"I got IN!" I squealed and jumped on him, wrapping my legs around his waist.

"AYEE!" He yelled while laughing. He always believed in me, he always saw things in me I never saw in myself. "I knew you could do it gorgeous." He softly said in my ear as he kissed my cheek.

"I love you so much." I cried in his shoulder as he held my tightly, swaying me right to left. I never wanted to leave him.

"I love you more." He replied. "Let's celebrate." He said and that's exactly what we did. Tom ended up making dinner for me and Parker, and I loved how he celebrated, in private with just our family.

"You didn't have to do this." I giggled as I sat next to Tom and Parker.

"Of course I did, this is big news, we have to celebrate." He kissed my lips. "What's better than to have dinner with my two babies." He smiled as he looked at me. His face was so beautiful, I could tell her was so passionate about us, I could tell through his eyes. They would always sparkle when he looked at me and Parker. It's a look I will never forget.

"Tom I know you're probably gonna be sick of me being negative and all, but I really am scared for doing all this. I still don't know how I got in." I said we started eating our dinner.

"Baby, you're talented, you ballet for me so many times and you're so beautiful when you do. This talent can't go to waste."

"I understand that, but things are happening way to fast. I mean look at where we are for gods sake."

"What's wrong with everything we achieved? You saying having Parker was a mistake?"

"Oh my god of course not! What the hell are you even saying?!"

"Well then what are you talking about? You're making it seem like everything we accomplished is trash."

"That's exactly the opposite of what I'm saying." I rolled my eyes. "I'm saying that everything's happened way too fast, I was in high school and now I have a family, I'm in ballet school, and not just any ballet school but the ballet school that I've always dreamt of."

"And what's your point?"

"My point that I'm just afraid that everything that I'm getting right now is gonna leave me one day. I'm getting everything good in life and I'm scared it will get jinxed."

"Y/N why would that happen?"

"I don't know Tom! I'm just thinking negative okay?!"

"Well then you need to stop being so negative." He spoke the truth, but damn I hated the way he talked to me. His tone was annoying, I just wish he understood what I meant, but then again I was talking out of my ass. I just sat quiet and ate with a poker face on. I didn't even bother looking at Tom.

We were celebrating something so great and he was so happy for me, and I just had to ruin it with my dumb ass negativity. "So I wanted to celebrate you and we're gonna keep quiet? Come on Y/N."

"I just hate your tone."

"Why you gotta be so petty for?"

"I'm not! I'm just saying your tone is-"

"Mummy!" Parker called my name. I looked at him as he was standing on his little baby stool.
"Parker sit down!" I hissed at him. "Your tone of talking was just rude okay? I don't like that fact that you talked to me that way-"

"Mummy look!" Parker kept saying but I just kept on talking to Tom and arguing with him.
"But that's the thing! I'm not even trying to give you attitude or even change my tone of voice. It's just what you said is crazy! No one thinks like that!" Tom replied explaining himself to me. I wish we were paying attention to our son because as we were arguing, we heard him crying and eventually found him on the floor, with blood from his mouth. His two front teeth were found on the floor.

"Oh my god Tom! Get the keys now!" I said as I picked him up and looked at him. Tom quickly went to get paper towel and put it near his mouth to stop the bleeding. My poor baby was still growing his teeth and they both got knocked out.

"You're gonna be okay baby." Tom said frowning as Parker was crying. We quickly went to the car and drove to the nearest hospital. We took him in and thankfully it was good news. His baby teeth got knocked out and now we would have to wait a couple more years till his adult ones come out. The bad news is that he would have a huge gap in the middle.

After all that ruckus, I couldn't help but feel responsible for Parker's accident. I was too busy thinking about Toms fucking tone of voice when it wasn't even that big of a deal.

I watched as Tom sighed and walked towards his office, closing the door behind him after he put our son to sleep in his room. I couldn't help but feel so bad, I ruined this day where we could have just been happy and celebrated.

"Tom?" I opened his office door and walked in. "Are you gonna take out that tiki like I told you to?" He looked at me and smirked a little.

"Are you here to argue or to talk?"

"Talk." I walked in further. I quickly walked to him and sat on his lap wrapping my legs around him. "I'm sorry I ruined everyone's day." I placed my hands on his face as I kissed his lips. "I love you so much and you didn't deserve this, after all you made for me."

"It's okay Y/N, nothing bad has happened, everything's okay, except our sons teeth." He chuckled.

"Ugh." I giggled back as I kissed his lips.

"How about I make it up to you?" I bit my lip as I caressed my hand on his chest. I took off my shirt along with my bra, which made Tom place his hands on my bare waist, looking at my breasts. I felt even more turned on as I felt his boner on me, fuck I was dripping for him. I felt his lips on my breasts, he licked and sucked on them making me moan from the tingles.

My patience gotten worse as we started to take out clothes off. I was just waiting for him to enter me, and as he did, he placed his hands right on my hips as he went in and out of me. I loved having sex in his office, it was so hot.

Things got even more intense as he pushed off some of his office work to the side and put me on his desk.

"Open your legs wide for me." He demanded as he looked down on me. I did exactly what he asked, and that's where the flexibility came in handy. He went even faster and things got wetter as he fucked me on his desk. I was just scared for one thing, I was scared Parker would wake up from my voice. I was moaning like crazy as I was holding on to his muscles for support. I could never forget how amazing it felt when we both climaxed, it was the best feeling on earth. It was much better than any craving I've ever wanted. After we finally came, he picked me up and took me all the way to our room, where we both lied down on the bed.

The feeling of the cool air conditioning on our sweaty bodies was amazing. "I'm proud of everything you've accomplished." He said as I placed my head on his chest.

"I know. I'm proud of you too Thomas." I giggled as I ran my fingers along his skin. "You are so sexy when it comes to sex."

"That's a first." He chuckled. "You were always so sexy when it came to sex. You just know how to drive me insane."

"Oh I know-"

"Mummy?" I heard Parker's voice. "I'm hungry."

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