Amentalio

Kabanata 1

Kabanata 1 

Why can't they just be satisfied? 

I let out a mocking laugh inside my mind like I made a sick joke out of what I have thought. Seriously? Sa akin pa talaga nanggaling ngayong papalit-palit din naman ako ng lalaki?

Many girls around my age even labeled me as a slut. A whore. But as if I'll let myself be affected by their words? Kasalanan ko bang pati boyfriend or fling nila ay lumalapit sa'kin? Kahit papaano ay pumipili naman ako ng papatulan ko at 'yung walang sabit. 

At some point,  I also couldn't help but to think that some men are really trash.  Kagaya nalang ng soon to be ex-boyfriend ko.

"Let's break up," I uttered in a soft voice that made Alejandro's expression turn livid.

Crossing my arms while watching his reaction, tumaas and gilid ng labi ko nang makita kung paano magsalubong ang kilay niya. 

"What?"

Smiling without any glint of humor, I repeated and calmly uttered, " I said I'm breaking up with you, Alejandro."

Without any further warning, I immediately turned my back on him but to my surprise, he pulled me in my arms just to make me face him again.

Iritado akong napa-igik. "Ano ba?!" 

"Are you fucking serious, Elianna?!" Gritting his teeth with his sudden outburst, I just rolled my eyes, pulling my arms off his hold. 

Inilapit ko pa and mukha ko. "Do I look like I still have time to fool around right now, huh?" I questioned him and moved away after giving him a warning look. 

"Move your dirty hands away from me, Villamor. I am telling you,"  I dangerously warned with a glint of authority laced in my voice. 

But he tighten his grip which made me glare at him. "Tell me. what's your reason why you are breaking up with me? Fuck! Is this because of that bastard. huh?" Padarag kong hinila ang sarili ko sa pagkakahawak niya ngunit mas lalo niya akong nilapit. 

"Pinatulan mo talaga yung gagong 'yon ha? Ano? Masarap ba siya?"  he whispered angrily that made my jaw clenched. 

"Ano ha? Tangina, 'wag mong sabihing nagalaw ka na talaga niya-- Putangina!" I gritted my teeth and the resentment that I've been trying to suppress a while ago felt like drives me to slap him so hard.

The fucking audacity? 

Sa sampal ko na 'yon ay tumabingi ang mukha niya ngunit hindi pa ako nakuntento.  "Coming from you who just bedded Cheska a while ago, huh?" Siya naman ngayon ang natigilan. The side of my lips turned upward. 

"The audacity to turn the tables while lately, you were too busy on fucking that woman you just had a conversation with." I mocked and glared at him.  Nakita ko kung paano mawalan and kulay and mukha niya.

"Now tell me, Alejandro, masarap ba?"  I asked sarcastically but before he could even spit any words, I cut him off.  "Oh, of course, it is! Sa mga pictures mo pa ba naman dito?"

Grinning as I pulled the pictures inside my chanel bag, agad kong itinapon lahat ng iyon at nagkalat sa harapan niya kasama ng ikinama niya.  

"Malandi ka talaga kahit kailan kaya pati si Cheska pinapatulan mo rin?" I reenacted that almost made me burst into laughter as his face turned into pale. 

Napalunok siya at sinulyapan and mga pictures at nagsusumamo along tiningnan. " Elianna let me ex--"

I cut him off giving him such gestures to stop.  "Shhh! Don't. " I sarcastically grinned at him.