UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

6.THE BEAUTIFUL PAST

Dated:22 December 2012
K: Hi Sanu
Sana: Hi Krish
K: Upset ho?
Sana: Y would I be? I think I have no right left on u.
K: Sorry Sanu. I felt that was right yesterday. U don't trust me Sanu?
Sana: Krish r u serious if I would have not trusted u then after listening that girlfriend thing I would have bashed u up but I didn't right. It won't take much time for me to prove u wrong and u too know that.
K: I know yaar but he is not a kind of friend u deserve Sanu. He is a flirt Sanu and u r too innocent to handle all those things yaar. Trust me in this u will be the one to get hurt at the end and he won't care.
Sana: I trust u krish and regarding ur concern I cleared yesterday that we aren't friends, I know I talked to him so nicely yesterday even after our first meet and I didn't mind him speaking between us but I assure u it will never repeat. I will actually very carefully choose him as a friend if that happens. And if u r saying I will try to maintain a certain distance from him.
K: Thanks Sanu for trusting me.
Sana: This is too much now. Kitni baar thanks and sorry bologe yaar.
K: Ok relax. Where is Shanaya?
Sana:I can't tell Krish. I m so sorry.
K: But Y?
Sana: Because u will feel bad and may be jealous too.
K: About feeling bad it depends upon where she is but about feeling jealous I won't.
Sana: To whom r u lying Krish? U can't speak this while looking into my eyes.
K: We will talk about this later Sanu. I don't know what is it but it is there. I feel strongly to her Sanu but let it be yaar.
Sana: Fine Krish I want you to define ur feelings urself. I will help once u find it till then just figure it out before it's too late.
K: Hmm now tell where she is?
Sana: With her newly formed Crush discussing about his likes and maybe her own too and then she has practice for cultural dance so yeah that's it. She will meet us at end of school.
K: Great. Chal even we have to reach music room.

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(I wish u too be here Krish. I wish I could have u now like old times but it's not possible. I miss u so much Krish.)

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Sana: Krish can u hear something
K: What I can't hear anything.
Sana: Maybe a child crying. Common let's check. What if something is serious?
K: Fine.

When we reached there I saw a teacher shouting on students for idk what and a child of age I guess 7 yrs was crying in pain. When I saw clearly by going near him I saw his knees badly hurt and skates fallen down. There were so many students but none of them was helping the child instead were clearly enjoying the session of scolding. I asked Krish to stay near him and I rushed to get first aid from medical. On the way I bumped into someone and my heart started beating in a strange way but I had no time to pay attention to it and before even seeing who the person was I ran away after mumbling a sorry. I took the first aid box and again went near the kid but the scene was same but some seniors were gossiping about the same and I felt disgusted that how could someone be so heartless that by seeing someone in pain one makes fun of it.
I went near the kid and I saw Krish consoling him and to my surprise Sidharth was even present there distracting the kid so that he doesn't feels pain. I knelt down in front of the kid and opened the first aid. I saw the wound wasn't that much but was quite enough to feel pain.
Sana(I need to distract the kid otherwise he will feel pain): What's your name Sweetheart?Why r u crying?
Boy: Didi my name is Tushar (while crying)
Sana: Ok Tushar stop crying plz. See I will do ur first aid and it will not hurt
T: It's hurting Didi.
Sana: Sshh baby relax.
I took the cotton and cleaned his wound but he cried and I felt pain in my own heart by seeing him like this but I can't cry in front of everyone. I did his bandage and was going to get up when the kid hold my hand.
T: Thank you Didi
Sana: It's ok Tushar. Listen every wound hurts but u need to be strong baby. U can't cry like this. U could have asked for help but u were only crying.
T: I know Didi but it was hurting very much. I was doing skating and I tripped over due to my classmates, see sir is scolding them.
Sana: I have seen that Tushar but crying is not a solution na baba. Promise me u will not cry on these things.
T: I promise I will try Didi. Give me the first aid box I will keep it back.
Sana: sure?
T: Hmm.
Sana: Ok. Krish can u plz accompany him I will tell sir.
K: Sure. Let's go Tushar. I will join the practice latter Sanu.
Sana: Hmm. Be careful Tushar
T: ok Thanks and Bye Didi.
Sana:Bye.
I started moving towards music room when someone tapped my shoulder and said
""Are u always in this much hurry or is there something special today?""
Firstly I thought who it could be but when I turned I saw the eyes I never wanted to see after my talk with Krish but how could I ignore him when he attracts me so much. But I need to control..
Sana: Sidharth what do u mean by always?
Sid: Seriously first u bumped into me but without even glancing u ran away, while doing first aid u ignored me or didn't noticed me and now u r going like to catch some thief who has stolen ur most precious things.
Sana: Oh likewise.
Sid: Yeah likewise.
Sana: Then I m like this only and for the bumping thing I m sorry again but the situation was such but yeah even if the situation was otherwise I would have not seen the person because I hate looking at strangers.
Sid: Strangers? This hurts Sana.
Sana: Are u trying to flirt Sidharth? Anyways even if u r I m in no mood to talk as whatever it was I can't see someone in pain it hurts me too. So please can we go to music room for practice we will talk later on. Sorry if u felt bad.
Sid: It's alright. Let's go.
Even while practicing I ignored him but it was so difficult. I don't know why?
He doesn't feel like strangers but I can't break the trust of Krish. If he feels he is not right then he might not be afterall he is still a stranger.
A stranger???
My mind making me affirm while my heart denying it continuously. And I wondered why?

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This question still persists in my mind, why even today after years I m unable to hate him. Why was this connection not true from Both sides God? Why did I suffer so much? Isn't he affected even a little bit of the way I'm??
But I know these will remain just questions.
Even today I feel it wasn't a fake bond but it was. Such a bond can not be true if it's only one sided.
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Dated: 10 Jan 2013
It is the day of the annual function. Everyone one were practicing. It had been so many days that I ignored Sidharth but what is disturbing me is why the hell m I feeling attracted towards him?
Shanaya has to perform a cultural group dance of Gujarat "Dandiya" on *Lathe Di Chadar"
And me and Krish have to perform Chorus song, and Orchestra with the other students and a performance is a surprise which no one knows except Ravi Sir and principal Ma'am not even the other teachers.
We were called early morning to practice one last time before performing on stage.
Our practice was almost done when Shanaya entered in music room. I was surprised as she wasn't supposed to be here at this time.
Sana: What r u doing here Shanaya?
S: Nothing Sanu. Practice ho gyi thi so I'm here. I need to ask u something?
Sana: then ask what r u thinking?
S: Not thinking but don't feel bad.
Sana: Y would I? U ask I will not feel bad.
S: what's the matter of Sidharth?
Sana: It's nothing Shanaya. He is just a team member whom and only whom after Krish I'm cordial with.
S: That's what the problem is. U take months to be cordial with anyone then this is too strange.
Sana: Even I'm not understanding but let it be I don't want to figure it out too. By the way who told u?
S: No one I saw Krish taking tension and asked him generally so he told me he is worried for ur's and Sidharth's bond as he doesn't think that he will be a loyal friend to u.
Sana: I m not getting it Shanaya I trust Krish but then too I'm not able to believe that Sidharth can break anyone's trust easily. I don't talk much to him but whatever we talk he looks very genuine.
S: I can't comment but just be careful.
Sana: I will be relax. See Krish is coming this way please stop this topic we will discuss it sometimes else. He hates this topic Shanaya.
S: Hmm.
K: Hey Shanaya!! What were u guys talking Sanu?
S: Hey Krish. We were not talking anything important just like this.
Sana: Ya nothing important.
K: Fine I got it.
S: See u guys after the function finishes.
Sana: Alright.
K: I will also come Shanaya let's see what have u practised as it's our break time. Sanu wanna join?
Sana: No guys u carry on. I will stay here for some time alone.
I was sitting thinking about all of the recent conversations about Sidharth and was wondering who is correct and who is not....
When someone came and stood beside me.
Sid: R u thinking about me Sana?
Sana: O God Sidharth why r u always flirting. U can ask in a normal way too?
Sid: No there's no fun in that. Now answer what r u doing alone here?
Sana: Maybe actually thinking about u.
Sid: R u serious?
Sana: Yes I am this time.
Sid: And may I have the pleasure to know what were u thinking about me? I hope it's all good qualities.
Sana: Well actually.....
Sid: Yes I m listening.
Sana: I was thinking that r u for real? Why do u give so much importance to urself.
And y do u think that everyone has only a single topic to discuss and that's u?

First he was thinking what I said and seeing his expressions I started to laugh whole heartedly forgetting that I was actually trying to maintain certain distance.
I suddenly felt him staring at me and I went all quite after gazing in his eyes. They held all sort of emotions but we're not easy to decipher. I was going to go after breaking the eye contact as I felt weak when he held my hand and
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Think What's gonna happen now.
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