𝙸𝙼𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴́𝙴 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚃

𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙵𝙴𝙲𝚃 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄

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"So you thought it was better to get up and leave without saying anything? To just leave me here for weeks without a word? I thought you were dead!" You jabbed your pointer finger into his chest harshly as you raised your voice at you boyfriend of six months, Timothée. He was standing in he door way of your shared New York apartment. He packed up and left for Italy for a few weeks to "clear his head" but you called bullshit.

"I didn't say anything because i knew you would stop me from going." He said with no emotion in his voice. He stared at you with a blank expression, not with his usual eyes that had so much love behind them. "Timothée what the hell are you talking about? If you wanted to take some away you could've said something without leaving me here a mess because you wouldn't answer my calls or texts! I had to call your agency for crying out loud! Do you know how embarrassing it is to have to call you boyfriends manager and ask him where he is?" You were crying out of frustration, worry, and anger. You felt abandoned by him. He was you rock and you didn't know what do to without him.

"Babe i-" You said rubbing his forehead in exhaustion. "Don't 'babe' me right now. Do you really not want to be around me to the point where you leave and have no contact with me?" You cut him off as you are in tears. When you walked into the apartment and his suitcase and a section of his closet was missing, you broke. The worst scenarios played in your head as the love of your life left you. In hysterics, you called and texted him hundreds of times. You wanted answers then, and you wanted answers now.

"I WAS SCARED OK?" He yells, startling you. Timmy never raised his voice with you, there was never a need or reason to. "I am scared of you. Scared of this. Scared of us. I fell so hard and so fast for you i am scared. I know i'm such a fucking coward for not just telling you how i felt and just leaving, but i couldn't do it. I couldn't sit there and look you in your perfect face and say i'm scared of our love. And you don't deserve this shit. For the man you love to leave you unannounced think that he's dead. You don't deserve that Y/N. I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore after this. I completely understand. I just want you to know that i never fell out of love with you. I love you more every single day and being away from you made me realize that."

At this point he was also in tears. You pulled him into the tightest hug in the world. "I know you are stupid but i didn't think you were that stupid. Im never giving up on you or us. I understand that you are scared. When you asked me out after being my best friend for years I was so so so scared. I just wish you would've told me sooner so i could help you through this. Our love is strong and real. Fear can't crush what we have. It's impossible. I love you so incredibly much. I cant stand being away from you and not waking up next to you. I will never give up on you Timmy." He pulls away slightly to get a view of your face. You place your hand on his cheek and while away his tears. He looks at you with tears streaming from his eyes while he strokes your hair. "God i don't deserve you. You are perfect."

"Perfect for you."

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Hello everyone! I know it's crazy i updated two days in a row. look at me being consistent. anyways, i don't know why i decided to randomly right an angst imagine but let me know what you guys think! As always don't forget to vote and comment if you enjoyed. I love all of you so much! 😽