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Of all the hearts that
I have broken in my life,
Mine shattered loudest
~~ JS Parker
👾
Jungkook POV
„ Jungkook... I-i am sick, very sick, " she sobs while her voice ends up breaking.
My breath hitches, as her words ring in my ear. The cutlery that I had in my hands are now lying on the floor, making a loud echo in the room, while my visions becomes very blurry. I can't move or say anything as the words sinks in and I feel the world around me crumbling. My heart is racing faster than ever in my chest, as a shiver runs down my spine, I shudder and my eyes are burning.
„ W-what ?! "
„ I'm dying, I-I suffer from lung cancer " she repeats again, but it seems as if I don't understand what she is saying.
It feels like the void is engulfing me, tearing me to pieces, painfully. It's like everything stops moving, no sounds, not a single sound can be heard except her sobs.
My hands are shaking and it's difficult for me to breath. My muscles struggles to loosen up from all the harsh emotions and I fluttered my eyes closed. All the changes in her behavior in the last few months, now playing before my eyes like a short film. And everything made sense now. All the tears, all the insecurities, made sense now. How stupid am I that I haven't even questioned it? How stupid am I actually that I thought it was just a little stupid thing ?
I once heard that the eyes express the real feeling better than touch and the touch shows the care better than words. But words if used properly can wet the eyes and touch the heart. And that's exactly how it is. I feel my eyes tearing up slowly, warm salty liquids are dropping down from my cheeks and my heart aches like crazy. But it's something else that upset me even more.
