A New Feeling - Draco Malfoy Fanfic

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A/n this chapter might be disturbing to some viewers.

I follow him into the empty hallway. I can still hear the music from the common room. As soon as we are far enough in the hallway he pushes me up against the wall.

"What are you doing, I-I thought we were getting drinks?" I ask, my voice shaky.

He begins to suck and kiss on my neck hard. It's really painful and I can feel him leaving marks. I don't want to do this, even my drunk self knows. "Stop, pl-please." I whisper. He doesn't stop.

He presses his body onto mine harshly, making me gasp for air. He puts his hand on my breasts and aggressively squeezes them. I try to push him off but he's too strong. I struggle against him, trying to get him off.

"Stop it please, I don't want to do this." I plead. I can feel his dick get hard as he rips his belt off. He continues sucking harshly on my neck as he does so. I'm completely useless, I can't move my legs at all as he has them trapped. I start to panic now. All I can think In my head is 'he's going to rape me'. I start yelling for help but he covers my mouth shut with his hand, making it hard to breathe.

"Shut the fuck up." He says angrily. He then pulls the straps of my dress down revealing my bra. I begin to cry.

"Get off me!" I scream at him but he doesn't care.

Suddenly he is ripped away from me and I fall to the ground, crying. I look up and see him on the ground. A boy with platinum blonde hair beating him. I recognise that it is draco. I see blood splatter everywhere, Draco completely losing control.

"DON'T YOU FUCKING" he screamed,throwing a punch. "TOUCH HER" he screams in between punches. I look at the guys face and he's hardly conscious. At this rate Draco is going to kill him. I stand up and stumble to Draco.

"Draco, stop you're going to kill him." I start but he doesn't hear me. He's to focused on beating the shit out of the guy.

He continues to punch the guys already bruised face, I need to stop him now.
"Draco!" I pull him away from the blooded up boy. "Stop" I finish.

He looks at the guy. Then me, then the guy. Then me. Tears start to rise in his eyes. I've never seen him cry before. "Shit leah. I'm-im sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." He says bringing me into his arms. "I'm so sorry." I don't say anything. I'm too mortified, thinking of what the guy was going to do to me. His dirty hands all over me. Disgusting.

"Come leah." He says bringing me with him back into the common room. The loud music attacks my ears. Everyone is having fun and laughing, completely unaware of what just happened. Draco takes me up the stairs to the dorms but instead of going in the girls dorms direction, he heads to the boys dormitories.

He opens the door and carefully pulls me inside. He closes the door behind me quietly and places me lightly onto, what I assume is his bed. The alcohol is now making it's way out of my system, and I can think clearer.

Draco turns to his wardrobe and pulls out a t-shirt he walks over to me and hands it to me. I look at it for a second and then at him. He looks destroyed. Sadness lurking all over his face, like he's about to break into tears.

"Change into this, you'll feel more comfortable." He says sweetly. I haven't seen Draco act like this since that night in detention. I nod and he turns around, allowing me to change. I slip off my dress and put on Dracos shirt. Instantly I smell his scent. His minty fragrance climbs into my nostrils. I feel more at ease and safe. The shirt only reaches to a bit below my ass. But I have underwear on and I trust Draco. I cough and Draco turns around. A small smile on him lips seeing me in this clothes.

Draco pov

Seeing her in my shirt calms me a little bit. She looks adorable in it. But the look on her face bring me back into my sadness. She almost got raped. If I wasn't there, if I didn't stop that prick then... I don't want to think about it. I got so angry. I've never felt an anger like that before. It was rage. I would've killed him right there and then if leah didn't stop me. Seeing her face devastated me. She was terrified. I don't know if it was me or what happened to her. But I still felt guilty either way.

I should have stayed and kept an eye on her longer. I thought Diggory was going to be there the entire night so I left her with him. Seeing on top of him and kissing him hurt me a lot. So I left. I couldn't watch. I wanted her, I didn't want anyone else to have her. I should've been there earlier. Then none of this would have happened to her.

She slowly sat on my bed, her arms crossed and I sat next to her. I placed my hand on her knee to show her I'm here for her. And she flinched. I know she was scared because of what just happened to her but it broke my heart.

I didn't want her to be scared of me. I'd never do anything like that to her. If she told me to stop then I wouldn't hesitate. She used to melt at my touch. But now she's too afraid to be touched.

"I'd never hurt you leah." I said but she didn't reply. "I'm here for you, I'd do anything for you." I added looking at her.

She looked at me, tears in her eyes. Her neck was covered in hickeys. That riled me up. Of course she could cover them up with a spell but they would still be there.

"Come here" I said pulling her into a tight hug. Her body warmed up mine and I held her for a moment. Then she started crying in my chest.

I laid my chin on her head and stroked her hair softly, making sure not to startle her. I'd never do this for anyone else. But she... she makes me feel different. She makes me feel things I've never felt before. She makes me happy.

She continues balling into my chest, gripping my shirt and soaking it in her tears at the same time. But I couldn't care less about the shirt. She needs me.

"Can we lay down?" She ask softly, her words shaky. The first words she spoken since we got here.

"Of course love." I answer, leaning back onto my bed still holding her in my arms as she lies next to me. Her head still buried into my chest. After a few minutes of her crying, it goes quiet for a while until she speaks up again.

"Draco" she says quietly. "Do you hate me?" She asks.

This instantly breaks my heart. Of course I don't hate her. Why would she think that? Oh yeah. I've treated her like total shit recently. From the start of term, calling her mudblood all the time. To going away for a week and not telling her shit. To her finding me with pug face and telling her a I don't care about her. I instantly get mad at myself for doing all this to her. I lead her on and played her. Obviously I haven't had sex at all with Pansy. I'd never go that far with that thing. She's only given me a blowjob. But I still hate myself for it.

I know my father told me to stay away from leah, I still have no idea why, but I can't help it. I have a strange feeling towards her and I'm done pushing it away. This girl means something to me.

"No, I could never hate you leah." I say and she looks up at me with her big beautiful blue eyes.

"But, the things you said a few days ag-"

"I didn't mean any of it leah. My father he-he told me to stay away from you or he'd hurt you. I couldn't let that happen leah, I couldn't. I can't lose you." Tears start forming in my eyes. "And the game it was fucking stupid. It started of as a game but then I realized that I was actually falling for you. I'm so fucking sorry for everything I've done to you, I'm so sor-" I'm cut off with her lips pressed onto mine.