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Leah pov

I pressed my lips onto this. He's hurting, I want to help him. All this time, he stayed away from me because he wanted to protect me.

He cares for me and I care for him. He saved me from that boy. When he brought me to his room I was still scared. Not of him but of the incident that happened. When he held me, I felt safe.

I've missed the feel of his lips on mine. Our mouths moved passionately in rhythm. He brought his hand up to my cheek and caressed my skin. He was being so gentle with me. I sat up and and straddled him, our lips never coming apart. I wrapped my arms around his neck, I wanted to be close to him. He continued to kiss me softly, our tongues dancing with each other. It felt like we were made for each other.

His hands were placed lightly on my hips, being as gentle as possible. I was grateful for how careful he was being with me. He made sure I felt safe. I slowly pulled away from our kiss, placing my forehead onto his. We started into eachothers eyes for a moment. Reading each other. He was truly gorgeous.

"I don't want to go too fast." I whispered. I really liked Draco, but I wasn't ready to have sex yet. I was still a virgin. I wanted him, but I wasn't quite ready.

"That's perfectly fine." He said smiling. I loved seeing him smile, it warmed my heart. I slid my body back down next to him. He wrapped his arms around my body and we slowly fell asleep peacefully in each others arms.

*****

I woke up with a horrible pain in my head. It was like someone was banging a hammer onto my skull harshly. I weakly opened my eyes and looked around my room. This definitely wasn't my room. I examined the expensive furniture. The bed that I was laid upon was large, soft and really comfortable. The room was slightly lit up by the sun peaking it's way through the windows.

 The room was slightly lit up by the sun peaking it's way through the windows

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The ceiling was very high up and the walls a plain black. I looked down at my outfit, I was in a dark grey shirt. I smelled it and instantly knew where I was. I could recognize his scent anywhere now. I remember last night. The boy, the one who assaulted me. I remember... Draco. Him saving me. Him holding me in his arms. Him expressing himself to me. Him kissing me. I smiled thinking about him. My thoughts were then interrupted by the man himself walking back into his room from the bathroom. He was wearing a white towel around his waist.

I couldn't help but stare. His toned shape was perfect. The way his abs were exposed to me made me want him more than before. Water was dripping down onto the ground off of his body. I wanted to touch him, touch his body.

"You done staring?" He chuckled walking over to the dresser and pulling out some clothes. I looked down and smiled, to embarrassed to admit what I was doing.

"Here" he started walking over to me handing me some clean clothes. "Put these on." I nodded as he walked back into the bathroom and I changed into his clothes. I had classes today, but I don't want to go. I need to have a day off. I'm still shaken up from last night.

Draco walks back into the room, dressed in a tight black, button up shirt and black trousers, held up with a belt. He looked really sexy.

He came up to the bed and sat next to me. "Do you want to go to your classes today." He asked but I think he already knew the answer.

"No" I said and he nodded his head.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Better." I start "thank you, for taking care of me last night." I added.

"Don't worry about it. I'll stay with you today if you want, and I'll grab you some food from breakfast." He said sweetly. I guess he really did care for me.

"Okay, thanks." I said as he walked out the room.

As he walked off I thought about what he said past night. His father told him to stay away from me. But why? I've never met his father before and I didn't want to. I've heard that he is absolutely horrible. I feel bad for Draco because he's had to deal with him his whole life. That's probably why he finds it hard to open up. He's broken. And I want to help him. In any way i can.

I then think of him and Pansy. When I found them together, heard them together. I know he did it with her to make me hate him, but it still hurt. I want to ask him about her. If he feels anything for her. I know it's probably not my place, but I need to know. We have a strong connection. I can feel it.

As I'm thinking about this he walks back into the room with a plate of food in his hands. "Here you go, I got you bacon, eggs and sausages. Is that okay?" He asks.

"Yes it is thank you." I say smiling. I begin to eat the food while Draco lies next to me on his back and hands behind his head. When I finish my plate I decide to ask him about Pansy.

"Draco?" I ask as he looks at me.

"Mhm?" He hums softly.

"I know it's not my place to ask, but did you and Pansy ever... do it?" I ask awkwardly.

He looks down for a moment before meeting my eyes again. "No we never had sex. I'd never have sex with her. But I want to be honest with you. She did give...give me head. It was that night I told you to not go to the party, but I promise you it meant nothing" He says ashamed. I could tell he regretted it by the look in his eyes.

"Oh" I say unsure of how to react.

"I'm sorry leah" he says holding my hand tightly. "I did it because I needed you to hate me. I know that's a pathetic excuse, but yeah. I'll never go near her again, or any girl for that matter. But you." He says looking deeply into my eyes.

My cheeks warm up thinking about how he only wanted me and I only wanted him. I smile and lean over to him and softly kiss him on the lips. I could never get bored from kissing him. Everytime my lips touch his I instantly get excited.

And merlin, he was a good kisser.

*****

It's now 8 PM and me and Draco have spent the entire day together in his room. We have had so much fun. I felt so happy with him. I feel a lot better now from this morning, Draco made sure of that.

"Do you know why your father told you to stay away from me?"

Draco takes a deep breath and fiddles with his rings on his fingers. I can tell that talking about his father gets to him. "No I don't, he told me that he knows something about you that nobody else knows." He says looking at me curiously.

Wait. Could his father be the one who sent me that letter over a week ago? Is he the one who knows about me? But how? I have never met his father. It's impossible.

"Don't worry about it though. He's probably only saying that because he doesn't like seeing me happy." Draco says sadly. I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. I wanted to make him happy. I wanted to show him something he never really experienced.

Happiness.

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