Rose in the desert(MAFIA ROMANCE)

chapter 37

Chashman came out for breakfast, she was acting normal, so others also didn't bring up what happened last night. Miraan kept taking glances of her through the breakfast. Once they were done eating, Miraan followed her to the garden.

"what ?" Chashman asked with a raised eyebrow, she didnt know why was he still following her. 

"are you still angry ?" he asked without any emotion on his face. But the vulnerability showed through his question.

"No..... but thinking about all this makes me uncomfortable " Chashman told him the truth.

"Then don't think about it " Miraan said as if it wasn't a big deal. 

" But, it a big part of your life " Chashman said in a hushed tone and looked away. Miraan stayed quiet knowing that it was the truth. 

"But, I am trying to understand it, ....accept it " Chashman continued reluctantly and then gave him a small smile. Miraan couldn't stop his own lips from stretching seeing her smile. 

"Yesterday, you came to my floor,was there something you wanted to talk about ?" Miraan asked.

"Yes! I was thinking about returning to Lahore, My result will come out this week, and then I will need to apply in universities for further studies.I am also missing Amna and everyone else " Chashman said making him remember how young she was. There were a lot of things waiting for her, but..... he felt reluctant about her going back.

"Things are under control now, right?" chashman asked looking in his dark eyes, She could see a lot of emotions swirling in them , but couldn't name them.

"Yes, Everyone will miss you here" Miraan said quietly.

"I will visit whenever I get the chance " Chashman said with a smile.Miraan hoped for the exact opposite, for her to live here ,and visit lahore time to time, but it wasn't something he could force her to do anymore. 

Miraan nodded," When would you like to leave?" Miraan asked with a straight face, the inner turmoil wasn't showing on his face at all.

" Tomorrow " Chashman said softly, She had thought that he would ask her to stay at least once, but he left after giving her a nod. She headed inside, stifling her disappointment.

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 When Sinaan returned in the evening, Adar was still her cold self. Sinaan followed her every move unconsciously, and it frustrated him to know end that she hadn't even bothered to take a glance at him.

After dinner, Sinaan was sitting on the bed with his back against the headboard, Adar followed her night routine, she was done combing her hair when Sinaan called her. She kept sitting there motionless for some good long seconds, but then had to move when he called her again.

Sinaan saw her come near , but not enough, " sit here " Sinaan said patting the bed,Adar sat reluctantly. They both were in the same position as Sunday morning, when he had hurt her brutally. 

Sinaan sat straighter and looked at her, hoping that she would look up, but her whole focus was on her hands. " Adar, look at me" Sinaan said cupping her cheek, She felt her heart clenching, His all adoration was for the nights only.

She lifted her eyes,but they were blank. Sinaan was getting frustrated with every passing second. He moved closer, and placed a soft kiss on her lips,but there was no effect on Adar. She hadn't melted for him like she usually did. She was still looking at him blankly.

"Are you still not feeling well ?" Sinaan asked, her eyes still looked slightly red.

Adar said quiet" You should sleep " he said making her move to her side. Sinaan kept waiting for her to come to his side, to hide herself on his side as she normally did every night, even when they hadn't been intimate. But she didn't move, She kept laying with her back to him. Sinaan had enough when an hour passed in waiting ,he lifted his head to check on her, she was already asleep. 

He flopped his head back with a frustrated sigh," Maybe, she is really angry about sunday morning " he thought to himself and then started planning to remedy it as soon as possible, her behavior wasn't sitting well with him.

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Chashman had informed everyone about her return, they were sad ,but still satisfied, there wasn't the burden of her hating them. They knew that she would be coming to visit them.

She spent her whole day with Dada saeen, as she saw tears coming in his eyes , when she mentioned her returning to him. Chashman felt her own eyes filling with tears, She had become very attached to all of them. Dada Saeen wasn't anything she had expected him to be, He wasn't strict or commanding. He was the one who listened to her every banter and complaints. She laughed along with him when he told her a story from his life or she shared anything from her childhood. She was going to miss him a lot in Lahore.

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Mera haal nhi pooochta
Mgr mujhy nzron me rkhta he
Mujhsy baten nhi krta
Mgr meri bolti ankhon ko hr pl prhta he....
Mujhse muhbt nhi krta
Mgr meri chahton ko apni jageer smjhta he
Boht bura he wo, mujhse ishq to krta he
Mgr izhaar nhi krta

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