It's You (Supercorp)

Sorry Is All I Can Say

Kara

('~ ~ ~' means dream! get used to this! and if it suddenly goes into this kind of form then kara/whoever is dreaming is actually saying it or the action is happening in their physical body and in their dream!)

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Looking around me, I saw many things. Many things, including my father. Zor-El. He was floating... his eyes were open. They looked dead. With no light in his eyes as I had recalled from when I was living on Krypton, he looked dead.

He started to speak, "You left me, Kara. You let me rot here! You aren't strong enough. You aren't fit to wear our family's coat of arms! You're a fraud, Kara. You're no hero. You... are nothing. You are nothing to me. Nothing to Alura. Nothing to Astra, and nothing to Kal-El. You should have died with Krypton."

"Please, dad... you don't mean that... you don't," I whimpered.

He laughed. A maniacal laugh. He sneered, "Oh, I mean it. I hate you. You're no daughter to me or Alura. You mean nothing to me." He moved closer to me, holding a shiv made of Kryptonite. I whimpered.

"You're nothing."

He plunged the dagger into my stomach once. I screamed, shaking, and flinching. He dug the dagger into my side once this time, as I screamed again.

"Please stop!" I shouted. He just laughed again, stabbing me over and over again, as I screamed louder.

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I felt myself being shaken awake and arms wrapped around me. I pushed them away, scooting away from them quickly. A light was turned on and I saw Lena looking at me concerned.

Maggie was in the room, and she shared a look with my girlfriend. Tears rolled down my cheeks, and Lena made a move to soothe me.

"Don't. I'm sorry... I need air," I grabbed my glasses and slipped on some shoes, grabbing my coat and keys on my way out. Lena wore a shocked expression, and slightly hurt was filled in her eyes. I felt bad, but I just needed air.

I didn't know where I was heading until I found myself at M'gann's bar at two in the morning. They were open 24/7, so I entered, sitting down at one of the bar stools. I saw M'gann give me a questioning look as she wiped down the counters.

"What brings yo-" she didn't even get to finish her sentence.

"Just get me something strong, please. The strongest you've got," I asked. She nodded and handed me something that I promised Alex I wouldn't drink again. I broke my promise as I downed it in one, ordering one after another.

The world spun around me, and it was almost as if I didn't have a care in the world. Downing another glass, I set the glass back down. I knew I had drunk over 7 shots of it. I attempted to order another one, but this time being denied.

"Kara," M'gann spoke, "who should I call? Alex-" I cut her off quickly. The world was spinning around me, but it took the pain away.

"Don' mention her," I laid my head down on the bar table.

She grabbed my phone, unlocking it, somehow. I didn't bother to stop her as she scrolled through my contact list, "How about Lena?" I shook my head. "Maggie?" I shook my head. "J'onn?" I shook my head. J'onn would just get angry with me. "Oliver Queen?" I debated it, but shook my head, nonetheless. "Laurel Lance?" I nodded.

After an incident with Barry messing with the multiverse and timeline, he somehow merged all the worlds into one.

M'gann called Laurel as I rested my head on the table again. M'gann started speaking, "Hello, is this Laurel? No, I'm not Kara. Kara, however, is drunk off her ass and she doesn't want to see her sister or Lena, neither does she want to see anyone else originally from Earth-31. You're on your way? Great. It's Al's Dive Bar. Thank you," she hung up the phone and handed it back to me.