29| Crushed Heart

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Warning:
This chapter will contain depression and self-blaming that will be triggering for some people.

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I lie on my bed and sigh, staring at the ceiling of my bedroom

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I lie on my bed and sigh, staring at the ceiling of my bedroom. Today has been a long day, but it ends well.

Nevertheless, I can't help but think about my conversation with Lais earlier. It makes me restless that I can't sleep.

Best friends?

Is there any such thing? I've never become best friends with a girl. That's like an alien term, never in my dictionary.

I've done 'friends with benefits' countless times, but best friends?

Hearing how much Lais cared for me has made me say funny things. And seeing her genuine smile has made me feel like anything else didn't matter.

I know that I care about her, but I just didn't expect that I'd care about her this much.

Another sigh leaves my lips. Having the vision of her smiling with happy tears sounds like a good idea before bed, so I close my eyes to sleep, lying on my side.

My heart is beating fast, but warmth is sipping right through me.

Is this how you feel when you really like someone? When you really care about her?

I can feel my body tense, my brows furrowing, a frown touching my lips.

Do I deserve this? To be cared for by a girl just as much?

Do I deserve this? To be cared for by a girl just as much?

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Darkness is all around me. I'm walking, blindly, feeling my legs moving on their own.

Where the hell am I?

"Jake..." I hear a voice and turn around.

And there, before me, I see Lais. Her pretty smile forms on her lips.

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