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Losing control

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Losing control

Nobodies POV

A month has passed for Damon. He was forced to stay home by his father. They were making plans to marry him off to Akasha at the end of the school year.

Damon felt the days go by, he felt like he was in autopilot. Akasha was coming at the end of February.

He doesn't know what he's going to do. All he can think about are the twins. Stefan and Klaus weren't any help, scolding him for not breaking off the bet.

He's going to when he goes back to Hogwarts. Damon was genuinely scared that the twins had caught feelings for him.

Damon wasn't blind and knew they were attracted to him, but he wasn't sure that they actually cared for him.

And Damon had finally stopped denying what Caroline told him and he now knows that he has feelings for the twins.

Damon felt horrible, feelings he never wanted to experience again were terrifying and emotionally taxing.

Unrequited Love made him a monster.

....

Damon is in his bathtub, taking a bubble bath with Freya Summers. She was a Muggle.

Damon was kissing her on the cheek.

"I can't believe you called me. I thought I was being way top forward when I had Elena give you my number." Freya says

"I like a woman who knows what she wants." Damon says

"Thank you! So, what do you want Mister tall-dark-and-handsome?" Freya ask "I'm not that tall. I need a distraction." Damon says

"You can booty-call me anytime you want." Freya says, playing with the bubbles.

"You see, the only thing is, miss sexy-track-Star-girl, I have a problem I need help with. It's really messing with my mind." Damon says

"Oh, tell me about it." Freya says "I'm in love with two amazing guys that I can never have." Damon says

"I knew it. I know how to pick 'em. So, why can't you have them? Are they with another man, I assume?" Freya ask

"No. but that's not the point. The point is, I'm in love with them, and that drives me crazy. I'm not in control." Damon says

"You don't trust yourself around them?" Freya ask

"I don't trust myself around anyone, Freya. I'm bad, Freya. I do things. I kill people." Damon says

She realizes he's serious and feels afraid but he compels her.

"Don't be afraid, you're okay." Damon says, Freya calms down. "Why do you kill people?" Freya ask

"Because I like it. It's in my nature, it's who I am. I want to shut it off, Freya. I want to shut it all off and be the monster the Dark Lord thinks I am. I don't want to feel all these emotionally tolling feelings. But then, I have to stay together, I have to keep my humanity in order to protect Draco, and Stefan wants me to be the better man, which means I can't be who I am. I have to change for people. Do you see the problem I'm having, Freya?" Damon ask

"Well, maybe this is who you are now. Love does that Damon, it changes us." Freya says "Just stop talking. Just kiss me, be my distraction." Damon says

They kiss. After a moment, Damon starts kissing her neck, and then bites her on the neck and feeds on her. Blood flowing from her shoulder.

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