ILLICIT | PJM

Forty-Two

"I uhm-Jimin." my feet started to back away as Jimin started to come closer to me. After a few seconds I was pinned against the bathroom door. Jimin came closer to me, his eyes filled with lust. He pulled me in and immediately crashed his lips with mine. He sucked my bottom lip and my lips parted open and he entered his tongue in my mouth which sent chills down my spine and a feeling of ecstasy which made my mind blurry and dizzy making me lose all my senses. Our tongues fought for dominance, Jimin was winning but this defeat was a good one, nonetheless it was gratifying.

Soon we ran out of our breaths and a ring interrupted us. "Jimin someone's calling." I barely spoke between the kiss. "It'll stop." and with that came another kiss but the ringing didn't stop. Jimin groaned as he parted our mouths and went to the other end of the room. Tae was right, he did look scary when he was pissed.

"You called me to tell me this?" his voice was definitely not calm. He cut the call and threw the phone on his bed and left for the washroom without even sparing a glance at me. A heavy sigh left my lips when I heard the bathroom door.

"We'll continue this after I come back." Jimin yelled from the bathroom. Yeah but the sexual tension will escalate and the awkwardness will get more which will result in either deep- just forget about it.

I went to his study table and saw an album. It was named 'memories' and it had a sky blue color. I opened it to see a woman and a man who were most probably Jimin's parents, this picture dated back to the 1990's or so what i could guess. They were beautiful, the smile on their faces and the sparkles in their eyes said everything all too well. "What are you looking at?" Jimin's voice scared me for a second. Did he just walk through the shower?

"Nothing." I closed the photo album and redirected my gaze to Jimin who was standing shirtless, in a pair of sweatpants, his blond hair wet, back wet which was very successful in making me wet.

"I'm hungry." I sighed and tried to distract myself a bit.

"So am I." A devilish smirk appeared on his lips meanwhile I just stared at him with an emotionless face. "No seriously." Jimin bit his lower lip and left the room. He returned with two glasses of champagne and a chocolate bar.

"Who pairs chocolate with champagne?" I twisted my head a little and he sat on the bed with his back leaned back. "Me, now sit."he said and signaled me to sit on his lap. I hesitated but then finally sat on his lap. I was a neurotic wreck at this time.

"Jimin." I called his name to which he responded with a slight 'hmm' as he took a sip of champagne. "You loved your parents right?"

"Yes and I miss them, there are times when I cry myself to sleep." he without blinking, like this was a daily affair.

"I'm sorry." I put my arms around his neck and he leaned his head in my neck. We remained like this for a while before he finally said something.

"Will ever forgive me if I told you that I killed one of your loved ones?" he asked out of nowhere which was quite unexpected.

"Yes."

"Why?" he was now looking in my eyes. "Because I love you, dummy." I bit my lip as he scanned my face, nervous habit. Meanwhile I was trying my best to avoid his gaze.

"I love you too." and then he took the bar of chocolate away from me before pulling me in a passionate kiss filled with enigma. He removed me from his lap without disconnecting our lips and got on top of me. I tucked his wet hair as his hand caressed my thigh. He tasted like chocolates and champagne which made me lose my focus.

"Jimin we should stop." I barely said between the kiss and he bit my lip.

"You are exposing your skin, in black silk. Smelling like heaven, driving me insane, loving me with all your heart and you are telling me to stop." he said in a low voice, "Hmm." I answered him.

"Sorry I can't." he grinned and he left a trail of kisses below my jaw. He sucked the area a little below my ear which would be enough to leave a mark. His hand went deeper in my thigh and he glided his hips against mine which made me moan. A slight smirk appeared on his lips and it was the moment when clothes littered haphazardly on the floor.

Jimin was the most beautiful man I ever laid my eyes on and the fact that he loved me was pure bliss. Well this night was beautiful, pleasurable and exhausting for me. I was awake since I couldn't sleep due to the cold temperature, I snuggled closer to Jimin and then I realized that he was burning up. The fact that after sometime I'll hit a burning temperature too since we did enough business for the fever to pass.

"Jimin you're burning up, where are the medicines?" I shook him and he shifted in his sleep, I waited for a response but nothing. Without asking him more I just went to his closet (which was ginormous) to get some clothes before searching the kitchen drawers for a medicine. Shuffling through his hoodies I found a t-shirt and took it out. I started to head out but flapping of papers interrupted my way towards Jimin.

I quickly ran towards the place where the papers fell and started to pick them up but then one of them caught my eye. It dated back to five years.

Name: Jimin Park

Age: 18 years

Medical complications: Bipolar disorder and Depression.

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I'm sorry for the short chapter honeybuns which was filled with only sexual scenes. Sometimes I just think why am I even writing these FFs which are trash in the first place??? And like that black-blue hair Jimin stole my night's sleep. MMA 2020 blew my already blown mind. 

this chap was trash,

Happy belated Bday to my Jinnie, he really is entire bangtan's and army's eomma. 

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