𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐘

pusillanimous

pusillanimous
/ˌpjuːsɪˈlanɪməs/
adjective: pusillanimous
showing a lack of courage or determination; timid.
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Glendale, AZ
February 29th 2015
third person perspective

"She's prettier than Noel said." Soraya heard their voices but couldn't respond.

Her eyes were glued shut; no matter how much she tried to open them she was unable to do so. She was also unable to move it was like she was strapped down to the bed.

She tried wiggling her fingers or toes but she failed horribly.

She could feel their intimidating presence.

"She's a jewel, who brought her in?"

"Noel never said." A voice responded, "but we have her for a good couple of months."

"Noel told you that?" She didn't hear the person respond.

"Hello princess." A toffee-nosed voice was heard, Soraya assumed the greeting was directed towards her but she hoped otherwise.

"You can hear us, can't you princess?" Soraya hated all the patronising pet names.

she just wanted everything to stop.

"Can she respond? Is she mute?" The same voice asked, just then the room door opened and a familiar voice was heard.

"It's the drugs, she can hear you but can't respond, move, open her eyes etc."

"Noel said it Vecuronium."

"Ah shit so we won't be able to hear her sweet little moans as we thrust into her tight pretty little pussy?" Voice one complained and Soraya felt her heart cry.

"No." The first nurse she ever spoke to responded, "You haven't said my name have you? I didn't want her to know."

"Damn we did, depends if she connects the dots though. Sorry." Voice one apologised.

"Why didn't you want her to know?" A deep unheard of voice asked.

"Because when all of this is done she could call the cops, Bailor. how dumb could you be?"

"Why the fuck would you say my name then!" 'Bailor' yelled.

"If i'm going down all of you bitches is fucking going down with me, I'm going on my break. Fuck her or not I don't care but Isaac is going to talk to her in forty-five minutes; he'll be fuming if he catches any of you." She paused, "so don't let him."

"When does this bullshit she's under wear off?" The second voice asked.

"15-30 minutes." Noel informed.

"So we'll be able to hear her sexy moans for fifteen minutes, great!" Voice one clasped their hands together.

Soraya was terrified to the brim, she didn't want any of this. She'd take death over this any day, right now all she wanted was to die. She couldn't take this. She'd suffered so much but she'd managed to somehow handle it. She knew she couldn't handle this. She knew she wouldn't be able to persevere through this.