LOSIN' MY MIND|| POLO G

eighteen🖤

the following day...

december 14, 2019

nylasia🧸

a couple of hours have gone by and taurus still ain't text me back, how long it take to drop that girl home?

"calm down nya, you doin' way to much for a girl who say she don't like a nigga." i mumbled to myself.

ion even know why darrall would make me do any of that, i could've gone my life without worrying about taurus.

bitch who are you lying too? i thought to myself.

i heard my phone go off and i quickly grabbed it to see who texted me.

taurus♾
my fault for taking so long, but can we chill later tonight? something came up.
-4:32 pm

me
yea, it's wtv
-4:32 pm

taurus♾
ny why you actin like that? i'm sorry tho frl, crystal just not feeling well
-4:32 pm

me
its nothing frl, i'm straight
-4:32 pm

taurus♾
i gotchu, we can talk bout wtv was serious that you wanted to talk abt
-4:32 pm

me
you can jus forget abt it😭. i'm straight now.
-4:32 pm

taurus♾
be at my house @ 10.
-4:32 pm
delivered.

i sighed throwing my phone across the room. crystal really pregnant?

i don't know how i feel about this, it don't even matter how i feel about this. i don't know, i just feel like it would be wrong for me to even tell polo how i feel right now. imagine what i would be doing, let's say he does leave crystal and shit, i'm breaking up a family. what if- no taurus ain't like that, he will forever stay in his child's life no matter what. he's just like his father, he ain't gone leave his kids hanging, he gone always take care of them.

that's why i feel like i'm intruding on a family to be, there's other fish in the sea. i've decided that i'm just going to leave taurus alone, its for the best.

my phone dinged and i sighed, picking it up.

darrall🤍
ian go through allat texting and speeches for yo ass to be scary. you going to that niggas house.
-4:50 pm

me
nigga what you talking about?
-4:50 pm

darrall🤍
you must want yo ass beat huh? yk what i'm talkin abt.
-4:50 pm

me
how you even know what i'm debating on?
-4:50 pm

darrall🤍
don't ask me dumb shit, ik you
-4:51 pm

me
mane wtv, come ova🙄
-4:51 pm

darrall🤍
i'm alr on my way
-4:51 pm
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