Poetry?

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(First story yayy!...also these are all a bit sad so uh maybe don't read if you cry easily? Idk)


Sometimes in life you feel like you belong, other times it feels like your sticking out like a sore thumb and that everyone is watching you. It doesn't matter in what way you feel different, you just do. Now you can either love the attention or despise it. Maybe you fit in before, maybe you wanna go back just to remember everything you did in the past and experience it again because times were calmer. Perhaps in that time you felt like you could fit in because you were making yourself up to be someone that fit in perfectly and that didn't get noticed. Maybe you miss everything you could do when you were like that different feeling that came with what you did, the familiar feeling that helps ground you in one way or another. Perhaps during those times you were struggling with something, in those times it was easier to find something to ground you like music, dancing, writing, things like that but now that your at least a bit better it's harder to find things that you like or that help you. It's harder to find help for an ok person, and if you don't then it might break them again sending them back to a more broken person. It's a never ending cycle that most people strive to get out of. Life, is a never ending cycle. The question is are you gunna be binded to that cycle your whole life or are you gunna try to break free to maybe help others if you really wanted to....to help the ok people...and the broken ones as well....to help someone you understand because you were once in that position......to help the new generation. -BN