Somethings about Me! :)

My own mother says I'm just trash

Like, I feel so shitty....

When I got in my family's car my mom already started lecturing me.

And I just sat there sometimes saying what I think, not too loudly.

And she said to my father: See, Laci. I don't know how our kids got to be so idiotic unmannered trash.

That's what she said.

Like, she didn't even care about me! Well, until it's about my academics and money things.

How could I be optimistic or just happy when my mom says such things to my face,

Even on my Birthday she was like this, and didn't even bid me happy birthday.

And when her fucking birthday was, I was the first who said happy birthday to her.

Well, lf course, I don't need caring, I never needed. That's what she thinks I think like.

After I turned 7 she  never ever said she loves me or anything.

My own mother hates me... And says I'm useless and a full waste of money.

I even fear to ask for anything that costs money because I don't want to annoy her.

I want to study so I can move out and leave my own life... I'd rather be alone then like this....

I'm sorry for not being strong and good at everything.

I'm fucking sorry for my mother because she ended up to be a feelingless woman.

Well end of rant or something.

Sorry for not telling anything interesting or good...