Whisper, Slowly: A series of KOTLC Oneshots

Solinh - Blind with Love

ME??? Writing a fic?? IN this timeline???

Anyway I finally finished this for my secret Santa on Tumblr and figured out might as well post it here so (:

T/W : Blind!Sophie, slight cussing?? nothing else really

(Sokeefe in the new year dw!)

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Sophie Foster is okay.

She's always okay, always fine, always just perfectly hanging in the balance - but that's not enough. Okay has never been enough, and no one ever seems to be satisfied with 'okay'.

So she builds herself her own scene, disappearing into the world which she created, ignoring the fact that she didn't  know exactly why or how they wanted her to act, to be, to dream~

Maybe deep down, she knows that this could never last.

//Why couldn't you~

                 Fitz- I'm not even- //

Sophie couldn't vanish his  voice out of her head. He couldn't make her heartbeat slow down while rushing with her bicycle. Because no matter how much she tried, she knew, she knew as clear as the moon above, that she was unnatural.

//I'm gay, goddammit! I don't like boys-

          What? That's not true, you're lying to yourself//

The colours of the street's lamps shone on the road – the stars on the sky, when Sophie raised her head up to catch their glow, felt inevitable. The night was clear.

//Just shut up! You- you freak!//

She bit down on her bottom lip as she desperately tried to stop the frenzied feeling in her chest as she just ran, the colours becoming blurs and the tears never stopping and everything was just a blur, just colours and everything just became grey-

//YOU'RE NOTHING BUT-

                     she was nothing but-

just a-//

It was hard to tell where the night sky ends and city began, the bright lights blending in with the few stars visible and suddenly it was all just a bright, blinding light and there's a dull thud, and there's a pain and red and so much red and there's only one thing flashing through her mind- 

Finally, i hope it doesn't hurt too badly.

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Sophie woke up with a sudden jolt in cold sweat – panting and taking heavy breaths as if she was breathing for the first time. Her eyes were wide, tears stinging so much she had to close them for a couple of minutes. She tried to slow down her heartbeat, tried to quiet down her panting. 

She blinked her eyes and tried to focus on the blobs floating around. Rubbing her eyes, she blinked again, the colours never coming any closer but the voices around her growing louder and louder-

The car.

The terror in her swelled, her hands itching at the edges of something, nothing, anything as she blinked, all too confused at the colours and the loud voices-

no-

there 

was

no

way-

Sophie blinked rapidly, tears falling as she sobbed, the full implications of what exactly was happening to her hitting her like the bright light once had-