pls read this

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tw// rant, mentions of s×lf h××m

can someone explain to my mom slowly that i have no motivation at all so i can't do my work without wanting to end it all
she asked me to show her my grades and my stomach is turning because i know they're all f's
honestly i need help with school, and i'm in all honors classes for some reason
i really should not be
me and my friend ariana both are in honors and we can't keep up with the high expectations
im barely stopping myself from relapsing so
i'm just watching the new season of hilda while sobbing trying to stall as long as i can until 9:20 (it's 9:10 currently)
at 9:20 i have class and my computer can't handle more than 2 tabs while running zoom so
just
please help
tell my mom i can't do this and i need serious help
all the work is too much, i'm in honors and i can't handle the high expectations from all the teachers
just
please

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