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Chapter 83

Hello my friends🙈 It's been too long I know
Hopefully today's four chapters will make up for it💚

Tbh I wasn't quite sure if I could post all, it's currently 1 am, but I already told you I would update four and wanted to stick to my words

I'm kinda worried about them tho
I hope you like them, but I somehow have the feeling that I wrote them too... I don't even know 😀
Well see, lmao

It's a lot of crying and I don't how to feel anymore

Anyways

Stan Stray Kids ✊🏼

Sighing, I brushed a few strands of the blond artificial wig behind my ear that covered my tied up pitch-black hair. Somehow reminiscing, I stood in front of my window and glanced outside, my happiness almost completely drained.

While yesterday's had been rather gloomy and cloudy, the dark veil now seemed to be magically lifted.
Although autumn was slowly but surely finding its way to us, the sun shone like it was a beautiful summer day, ready to embrace us with a golden warmth.

It seemed as if the world was trying to tell me that better times were about to approach and although I was secretly wishing for it, I felt the exact opposite.
Not even the most pleasing weather of the year could've lifted my spirit.
Not when it's the 3rd anniversary of my mother's death.

I stayed there a bit longer, hoping that the delicate rays of the sun could give me the slightest bit of energy that I needed to survive today.
It took a while before I was finally able to leave my room, grabbing one of my langer coats before taking down the many steps tho the first floor.

It was still painful to walk around like that, but not moving at all wouldn't be good for my body either.
I had taken a pill earlier so at least it wasn't as bad as normally.

Silently, I walked past the few members who were sitting in the living room, their gazes following me as I made my way to the front door.
They knew I was going to visit my mother's grave and although they all wanted to cheer me up, I was glad they didn't talk to me.

Slipping into my shoes and putting on my hazel-brown coat that went up to my knees, I already grabbed the keys and rushed out the door, somehow relieved to finally get out of this place.
I hadn't really talked to Yeeun yet, even though I had told Donghyuck to leave me alone.

I guess I still wasn't ready to let go of him, despite everyone ,including myself, telling me to forget about NCT.

Surprisingly, Donghyuck had actually accepted my request, leaving me confused on why he listened to me now when he'd never done so.
Even if I didn't want to admit it, there was a slight hint of disappointment in me, not that it would change anything though.