I Became The Tall Villainess' Follower

-Bullying my ex-fiance-

As we were walking towards the garden Edgar probably noticed i wasn't feeling too well

My chest hurt so bad, and I kept and squeezed it, I couldn't see myself but I think I turned pale

"Are you okay? You look sick." he said worried

I took a breath and looked at him: "I don't feel well since this morning don't worry, i will feel better soon"

I looked at him intently

"Just to talk a little, why did you come to visit us?"

He looked a little embarrassed and began to play with his fingers, looking at me from time to time

"It looks like my parents ... they've come to talk about marriage," he said with a red face

'Marriage? Shina and Edgar were only officially engaged when they were 12 so it is not possible for us to be engaged now'

Thinking about it, it was most likely my father who delayed the engagement, only after realizing that Edgar was a good and quiet person did he decide to entrust Shina to Edgar, even if in the end it turned out to be a fatal mistake. Shina scarred her face and was eventually executed. Just thinking about it, the pain I feel only gets more intense

But what does Edgar think of all this? Does he agree?

"And do you like me? what would you think if we were engaged?" I then asked him directly

'Why did you do all this to Shina? He could have canceled the engagement peacefully, maybe waiting for Shina to enter the academy and meet someone else she might like, he instead canceled the engagement in front of everyone, destroying the little self-esteem that Shina had

"I don't know" he said, lowering his head with a red face

I looked at him for a second and then looked away

'What the hell am I asking him? He's only 6 years old, he still doesn't know anything '

But I can't help but think that this gentle and feminine looking boy will destroy Shina's life.

Ever since I entered this world it has always almost seemed like a dream, something not real, and even if I became Shina I never had the awareness of being the character of a game, this seemed like my second life.

But now the emotions I am feeling are strong and intense, this pain in my chest I have right now, is surely the emotions of the original Shina.

I don't think I've ever felt so close to the original Shina as I do right now

"Okay let's play with the ball a little" i said trying to appear as gentle as possible

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While we were playing, a strange thing happened. I had a sense of deja-vu as if I had already experienced what we were doing , and suddenly strange memories or hallucinations appeared before my eyes, they weren't real memories they were more comparable to fragments, almost like photos.

I saw Shina and Edgar playing ball, chasing each other in this spacious garden, reading in Shina's room and I saw in these photos those two children growing slowly and it was clear that while they were growing the relationship between the two was going beyond the simple friendship.

The photos completely disappeared and even some time later they did not reappear again

I gritted my teeth

'Why did he do it?'

I watched the thin, innocent-looking child that was sending the ball into the air