Dear future-self,
I'm having another panic attack right now and it's almost hard breath. I get anxious about 2021. All those stuff.
Like should I go back home? What about Karla? Should I stay here for another year?
It's all so scary because nothing is certain. I'm just scared. At these moments whenever I'm alone, I feel scared of my own thoughts.
I don't have an idea what will happen next year. And all of my anxiety stems back to financial problems. It's crazy.
hahahaha. I'm trying to sleep early but I can't. How could it be possible to live the present? I'm never here.
BTW, yesterday was fun. Team drawing went on an adventure. We actually just ate but had no plans where. So we ended up walking through Magsaysay road and chose a good restaurant. It was raining the whole day. Our feets were very dirty of mud. And we just had fun talking, laughing, bickering all together. It was always nice to have friends.
I'm such an ambivert. And now I'm beginning to become an extrovert. I feel like I need other people's energy as of the moment.
Not yours,
-24 yr old self
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Inside Her Head S1
Non-FictionThe best way to keep a diary, is by making it public. Because secrets are best hidden on the most unexpected places... Or rather, pages. 😉 "You'll never hear my thoughts. You can only read them." -Krizia PS: Check out S2 if you enjoyed reading. 😊
