一緒 (together) - ethan nestor x reader

thirty ☆ - goodbye for now

eventually, though, it was time to leave.

as promised, a week after you had came back to ethan's home, (bsf/n) drove from your shared apartment an hour and a half to ethan's place.

that morning was gloomier than usual. along with packing all your stuff that by now had pretty much taken over his house, there were goodbye hugs and kisses to made; ones which you wished could last forever.

"(y/n)," ethan said as he sat watching you make breakfast one last time, "if i need you, will you come driving here?"

you nodded. "of course. if my baby needs me, my baby needs me." you shrugged and turned around to kiss him quickly. "i assume same for you?"

"mhm. i just... ugh." he threw his face in his hands. "i wish you could stay here forever, (y/n)."

"i know, sweetheart." you took the eggs off the heat. "i really..."

"you what?" he asked, muffled.

"i really, really love you, ethan mark nestor-darling." you gently ruffled up his hair, causing him to laugh a little. "and just because we aren't physically together doesn't mean we can't be as intertwined as we are right now! i can facetime you and we can text eachother all the time and we can still make videos together if you want-"

"i know, hun." ethan shrugged. "i just like holding your hand. and kissing you. and cuddling you. and i don't wanna have to miss the feeling."

"you won't! we aren't that far apart!" you sighed, making sure the stove was still off. "listen. eef, are you anxious to leave me?"

"yeah."

"why so?"

"i... i don't know?" ethan shrugged again. "just hug me, okay?"

you did as he asked, embracing him in a deep, loving hug. ethans head laid on your shoulder, a common thing between you two by that point.

"alright?" you mumbled. ethan nodded slowly into your shoulder.

"alright." he said quietly in a broken voice.

finally, he pulled away from you. "(bsf/n) is coming up right about..." he turned to look at the window. "now, actually. shit, really? i wanted to f-"

"stop talking before i get all emotional," you cut him off.

"or horny."

"ethan nestor-" before being able to fake lecture him, a knock was heard on the door. ethan gladly took the opportunity to open the door for (bsf/n).

"(y/n)! ethan!" she said happily. she gave ethan a quick hug and then came and hugged you, longer, with a laugh. "i missed you dumbasses."

"i missed you too, even bigger dumbass." you grabbed the handle of your suitcase.

"okay, well, i'll be seeing you in the car, (y/n). we have lots to talk about." she gave a little cute wave and spinned on her heel.

you threw your arms around ethan.

one last time.

"i love you, so much."

"i love you too, ethan."

finally, you walked out the door, crying.