Change often comes unexpectedly, reshaping our lives in ways we never anticipated. When I started high school, everything around me shifted. My best friend began focusing on her music career, leaving me feeling left behind, just watching her life unfold from a distance. I had no idea she'd go on a tour that would take her away from me, and with each passing day, our once-close friendship faded into a distant memory. That year was filled with self-doubt and sadness. I clung to the memories of our laughter and shared dreams, which now felt like a painful joke. Her absence left a mark that took years to heal. In my sadness, I pulled away from everyone, closing myself off. I stopped doing the things that used to make me happy, convinced that I didn't deserve joy without her. Life pushed me to move on, and I chose to start fresh in a new city. There, I found a group of friends who helped me rebuild the trust I had lost-not just in others, but in myself. For the first time in what felt like forever, I saw a glimmer of hope. I was slowly putting together the pieces of my broken identity. But just when I started to feel like myself again, fate had other plans. Out of nowhere, she appeared at my door, a ghost from my past seeking forgiveness. Her presence was both comforting and painful, a reminder of the girl I once knew and the friendship we had. But I was no longer that same person; I had changed. I fought to suppress the emotions that surged from memories I thought I had buried deep within. I wanted her to see that I was okay without her, that I didn't need her anymore. Yet, like always, she broke through my defenses, and I just couldn't keep those feelings locked away forever. Now, everything is coming back to haunt me, crashing down like relentless waves. I'm struggling to hold myself together as I feel shattered. She doesn't grasp the pain I endured after she left, but I know I must find a way to reconcile with her and confront the scars that still linger in me.

As I'm typing my reply someone shoulder checks me causing me to drop my book and all my papers fly out of it. I look up and see it was a guy talking on the phone "Dude really?!" As I'm frantically trying to gather all my papers, I hear a voice "Here let me help you" a soft voice said Started January 2021 Completed November 2021 #1 in arianag #1 in gxg #1 in positions #1 in arianagrande #1 in Frankie #1 in Grande #1 in imagines

Y/n has lived a rough life, getting rejected and dumped by every guy she's dated. All because of her special condition. She believes that it shouldn't matter, but to others that just hasn't been the case. So, Y/n swore off dating in order to protect both her heart and her secret. Well, that is until she meets Ariana Grande. Y/n and Ariana quickly become friends and close ones too. Sharing secrets that few to no one else knows, and being there for each other when they need a shoulder to cry on. However, as time goes on Y/n starts to worry that her feelings for Ariana as a friend are turning into something more, but doesn't know if Ariana feels the same or if she will accept her for her. The road to acceptance can be heartbreaking. Y/n is G!p NOTE: This story is ongoing, I just don't have an exact date as to when or how often I will update, due to my mental health and busy personal life. I do intend to continue and hopefully finish it completely, but I want to make sure I'm giving the story my best, not just adding chapters to give people more to read. I hope everyone can continue to stick by and be patient! (9/26/21) Past Rankings: #1 arianators (3/7/20) #1 lgbt (6/3/20) #1 ariana (6/24/20) #1 arianagrande (7/11/20) currently as of 3/31/21 #1 grande (9/26/21)