He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22

Shawn Mendes had everything... Fame Respect Friends Money Love Family Success These things were like individual glass bricks building a wall of safety and contentment around the rock star. At the same time, they allowed outsiders to look inside and witness his charmed life. Until... Until one of those precious bricks fell out. Instead of repairing it, Shawn took that broken hunk of glass and threw it at the wall, shattering all the other fragile blocks. Can he rebuild his life from a pile of fractured glass? Highest Wattpad ranking: #2 in #mendes on 6/15/21 #1 in #shawnmendes 3/8/24

When a couple truly loves each other, nothing can come between them. Right? That's what we're all taught to believe, but it's not always true. Highest Wattpad ranking: #1 in #shawnmendes 1/21/2022

Shawn Mendes and Ceci Burroughs have known each other since they were both in diapers. Their families are best friends, and they've always been close. Very close. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #mendes on 10/06/20 and 2/20/21 #1 in #wonder on 11/25/20

A selection of poetry I have wrote over the years. Finally feel ready to present it and what better place than on here for you all. The privilege of being the first to see it's true essence. TAE.

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 "i can still recall, our last summer. i still see it all." - or in which two lost souls find another but the universe works against them. a story, about love that was only meant for one summer.

[Open to requests] Struggling to find the right cover? Just came to the right place

This is a place where I want honest opinions on my lyrics. If you think something sounds stupid let me know. I try to improve from criticism so any you have (even if you think it's rude) let me know. Also it's set on mature because I'm not sure what future me holds.

[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

These stories are reposted from my tumblr account babyshawwn. The stories are uploaded from oldest to newest and I do recommend you read the new ones first, since my writing has gotten better with time. Smut = sexual content. All stories are written by me. I truly appreciate when you comment, like and give feedback on the stories.