in a small town suddenly hit by waves of violence and deviance, the consequence being that a boy gets caught in the crossfire of gang culture. it devastates the community, but it brings people together, perhaps some more closely than others. lucas doesn't believe in fate; he thinks fate is a bully, it's unfair and unforgiving. he looks elsewhere for guidance, to make sense of what happened, and what cruel world would take his friend from him. john knows there is blood on his hands that he can't wash off, but when he sees the boy dressed in black weeks after his friend's funeral in honour of his death, there an unshakable feeling even sunflower seeds can't fix. nothing would ever be the same, in the town of the sunflowers.

a teenage lucas is waiting for something to disrupt his boring everyday life, and lucky, an adult john's persistence is what does exactly that, changing it forever. with an abusive cat, odd and overprotective friends, those beautiful daydreams of krii7y are everything.

Take a hit and deal with it. // Jaren struggles with his past // \\ John struggles with his present \\ /\ These boys are more alike than they realise /\ ::- But does every story have a happy ending? -:: // BOOK RANKINGS // 11 of August - #1 Krii7y 2 of November - #1 themisfits

Completed// 𝔈𝔫𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔢𝔰. 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔢, 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔏𝔢𝔰𝔰." #1 in Smii7y ❤️

"Will you be my college sweetheart? " In which two boys meet, and slowly fall in love. /second book out, Where broken hearts go check it out if you want/

smittys been crushing on the popular boy John for years. He knew nothing would ever happen between them so he gave up hope. Boy was he wrong. Find out what happens between Smitty and John and their friends as they experience the ups and downs of Highschool. (book 1)

"you know, you still owe me one for saving your ass," he said eventually. "what do you want?" looking back down again. "Oh- I'll think of something," he said and put his arm around my shoulders. "in the meantime, I think you and I should be close friends," he continued making my heart to drop.

Just a normal College fanfic. But with Kryoz and Smii7Y. ( Warning : May Have Suicidal Thoughts Or Attempted Suicide )

John, alone for fourteen or so days as he hadn't been out of his house or in contact with his friends as he was ill, gets visited by his close friend, Smitty. John had been starving himself of attention for quite some time, so he's quite relieved when his best friend shows up - who is totally not his crush. Nope.

still in love but can't fix it. /sequel to college sweethearts, so read dat boi first/