Life is a "Big Time Rush" for Dilan Trigen. Go to Virginia to help animal shelters. Oh yeah and her best friend is Kendall Knight. But what if he thought of her as more? What if she hated her current boyfriend. What if Kendall thought she was the one. What if...... Dilan thought about feeling the same way about Kendall many times before..... but never agreed to it because of her past. Her story, love, death, drama, nerdiness, and truth is here waiting for you to read. She only wishes for you to read and understand.All Rights Reserved