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Just a place for my thoughts, emotions, dreams, wishes and my past.
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Hello. You may know me by 'Sp0oky Chan', or 'Sp0oky Lucif3r'. My real life name is Ebony Hazen. I was born on the 6th of July, 2000. I'm prepared to share my thoughts with you, reveal my past, and talk about my worries and fears. 
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Warning! It may get a little personal and deep in some parts. But I'm just writing as I go, and I'll update each day. I'm sorry if I offend anyone with what I may say. 
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𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗘, 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 (𝗢𝗡 𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗗) by ysblcver

❛ kameron, why can't you understand that i never stopped loving you? ❜ ❛ maybe because you broke my fucking heart, matt. ❜ 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 . . . 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗼 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗸𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺𝘀' 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝗎𝗇, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽𝗌. ♫︎ ❝𝗂 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂'𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋.❞ ♫︎ 𖦹☆!🧸 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗑 𝖿𝖾𝗆!𝗈𝖼 𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗎𝖺𝗀𝖾. 𝖺𝖻𝗌𝗈𝗅𝗎𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗻𝗼 𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍. 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 3.08.23 𝗉𝗎𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖾𝖽 . . . 4.05.23 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 𝗧𝗕𝗗 𝗖𝗢𝗣𝗬𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 - ysblcver 2023

𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨 by -L0VELYSTURNIOLO

𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸! 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴. 𝘐 𝘋𝘖 𝘕𝘖𝘛 𝘞𝘙𝘐𝘛𝘌 𝘚𝘔𝘜𝘛. 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 16𝘵𝘩, 2022 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩 11𝘵𝘩, 2024

𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 by thatonewhitekidyk

"𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘? 𝚆𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜?" "Wʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ?" "𝚄𝚑𝚖, 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠?" "Tᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢᴜᴇss." 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗍. 𝖯𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖬.𝖲. 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗎𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗂𝗍. 𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝖾𝗍. Thanks for 1k that's actually fucking crazy<3

Depression, anxiety, EDs, and other mental health issues. by Esperanza5404

This story is about depression disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders, personality disorders, other mental illnesses, self harm, suicide, bullying, and the stigma of mental illness. This book was written to help others and educate people. It is also written to let people know where/how they can get help. I put some of the links to the sites I used. I am NOT glorifying or romantizing any of this. This book is NOT used for diagnosis of any kind as I am not a mental health professional. So PLEASE DONT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. This book contains sensitive content, so read at your own risk. #breakthestigmaofmentalillness

halfsies ☆ chris sturniolo by soqhwrites

𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰? 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*:.*:..*:...｡o○　　○o｡..:*..:*..:*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ "do you want to go halfies?" "halfsies?" "yea, like split it," in which, splitting a candy bar has never done so much for someone... Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*:.*:..*:...｡o○　　○o｡..:*..:*..:*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ intentional lowercase! feb 22nd, 2023 - apr 24th, 2023

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐬 ✭ 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 ✭ by araefq

𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘦𝘴. 𝘔𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺. 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭, 𝘵𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭. 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥-𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘱. 𝘏𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵. 𝘖𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨? 𝘈 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. No smut, duh. No cheating or weird home wrecker plot

You don't know me by You_Dont_Know_Me9374

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

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𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗘, 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 (𝗢𝗡 𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗗) cover

𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨 cover

Depression, anxiety, EDs, and other mental health issues. cover

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𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐬 ✭ 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 ✭ cover

You don't know me cover

l i t t l e n o t e s cover

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𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗘, 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 (𝗢𝗡 𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗗)

❛ kameron, why can't you understand that i never stopped loving you? ❜ ❛ maybe because you broke my fucking heart, matt. ❜ 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 . . . 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗼 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗸𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺𝘀' 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝗎𝗇, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽𝗌. ♫︎ ❝𝗂 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂'𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋.❞ ♫︎ 𖦹☆!🧸 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗑 𝖿𝖾𝗆!𝗈𝖼 𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗎𝖺𝗀𝖾. 𝖺𝖻𝗌𝗈𝗅𝗎𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗻𝗼 𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍. 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 3.08.23 𝗉𝗎𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖾𝖽 . . . 4.05.23 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 𝗧𝗕𝗗 𝗖𝗢𝗣𝗬𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 - ysblcver 2023