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Reagan is determined to die.

It's 3 am and 18 year-old Reagan is driving her dad's pickup truck to the Licking bridge. She has a gun in a Harvard bag beside her t and suicide notes shoved into the glove compartment.

Ruby wants to start again.

It's 3 a.m and a mysterious girl named Ruby, steps into the road. She's on her way to the train station, hoping to start again. But part of her knows she can never run from her past.

"There is no such things as living. It's just not dying with a little more idiocy"

When they meet, first everything stops, then goes into chaos. And finally everything changes. 


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