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    Finding myself
    Finding myself
    Just_for_a_change
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    Just_for_a_change
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    Complete, First published Apr 10, 2017
    IIHighest rank no: 3II 
        What are the repercussions of a rejection?
        1. Getting numb
        2. Failing to care about anyone else and 
        3. Genocide(yes just kill off everyone and get it done with.)
        
        At least to me, these are the solutions and they are absolute. Incomparable.
        Yeah, being an unwanted mate and a disowned daughter can do things to someone. Especially when said mate is the alpha king himself. In other words, unavoidable.
        
        So what happens when the world we know today is run by electronic chips embedded in your body?  What happens when rogues are no longer a threat but something far worse. Or when for the first time a werewolf joins the vampire army to kill her own kind?  With a hidden gift on its way,  the odds just turned in my favor too. How about seeing everything in the villain's perspective for a change? 
        Afterall, they are the one everyone hates, isn't it?
        
        This is my story.  This is me fighting for the chances that ended before it even started.  And it will go through some pretty 'different' (putting it mildly) stuff before you see the end of it. 
        
        
        This is not a cliche story. Yes, rejection is there. But the story starts with rejection. Please give it a chance. I promise it won't disappoint.
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    • amelia
    • betrayal
    • blaze
    • hot
    • jason
    • love
    • mate
    • powers
    • werewolf
    • zara
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    Table of contents
    • Legend
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Prologue
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Chapter 1
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Chapter 2
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Chapter 3
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Chapter 4
      Thu, Apr 13, 2017
    • Chapter 5
      Fri, Apr 14, 2017
    • Chapter 6
      Sat, Apr 15, 2017
    • A/N
      Sat, Apr 15, 2017
    • Chapter 7
      Sun, Apr 16, 2017
    • Chapter 8
      Tue, Apr 18, 2017
    • Chapter 9
      Fri, Apr 28, 2017
    • Chapter 10
      Fri, May 5, 2017
    • YOU GUYS MAKE ME SO HAPPY!
      Sat, May 6, 2017
    • Chapter 11
      Wed, May 10, 2017
    • Chapter 12
      Thu, May 11, 2017
    • Chapter 13
      Fri, May 12, 2017
    • Chapter 14
      Sun, May 14, 2017
    • Chapter 15
      Mon, May 15, 2017
    • Chapter 16
      Tue, May 16, 2017
    • IMPORTANT!!!
      Wed, May 17, 2017
    • Chapter 17
      Thu, May 18, 2017
    • Chapter 18
      Fri, May 19, 2017
    • Chapter 19
      Sat, May 20, 2017
    • So sorry!(Yes this is another one of those dingy notes)
      Mon, May 22, 2017
    • Chapter 20
      Wed, May 24, 2017
    • Chapter 21
      Sun, May 28, 2017
    • Chapter 22
      Tue, Jun 20, 2017
    • Chapter 23
      Fri, Jun 23, 2017
    • Chapter 24
      Wed, Jul 12, 2017
    • Chapter 25
      Sun, Aug 6, 2017
    • Chapter 26
      Tue, Aug 8, 2017
    • Chapter 27
      Mon, Aug 28, 2017
    • Chapter 28
      Thu, Sep 28, 2017
    • Chapter 29
      Sun, Nov 5, 2017
    • Chapter 30
      Fri, Dec 29, 2017
    • Chapter 31
      Thu, Mar 15, 2018
    • Chapter 32
      Fri, Mar 16, 2018
    • Chapter 33
      Sat, Mar 24, 2018
    • Chapter 34
      Tue, Mar 27, 2018
    • Chapter 35
      Mon, Apr 23, 2018
    • Chapter 36
      Fri, May 4, 2018
    • Chapter 37
      Wed, Jul 11, 2018
    • Chapter 38
      Thu, Jul 12, 2018
    • Chapter 39
      Sat, Jul 14, 2018
    • Chapter 40
      Wed, Sep 19, 2018
    • Chapter 41
      Sat, Nov 3, 2018
    • Chapter 42
      Tue, Nov 6, 2018
    • Chapter 43
      Fri, Nov 9, 2018
    • Chapter 44
      Tue, Nov 13, 2018
    • Chapter 45
      Fri, Nov 16, 2018
    • Chapter 46
      Wed, Nov 21, 2018
    • Chapter 47
      Fri, Nov 23, 2018
    • Chapter 48
      Tue, Nov 27, 2018
    • Chapter 49
      Sat, Dec 1, 2018
    • Chapter 50
      Tue, Dec 4, 2018
    • Chapter 51
      Sat, Dec 8, 2018
    • Notice
      Wed, Dec 12, 2018
    • Chapter 52
      Sat, Dec 15, 2018
    • Chapter 53
      Sat, Dec 22, 2018
    • Chapter 54
      Wed, Jan 23, 2019
    • Please read
      Tue, Feb 26, 2019
    • Happy new year
      Thu, Jan 9, 2020
    • Chapter 55
      Thu, Jan 9, 2020
    • Chapter 56
      Fri, Jan 10, 2020
    • Chapter 57
      Sat, Jan 11, 2020
    • Chapter 58
      Sat, Jan 11, 2020
    • Chapter 59
      Sun, Jan 12, 2020
    • Chapter 60
      Mon, Jan 13, 2020
    • Chapter 61
      Tue, Jan 14, 2020
    • Chapter 62
      Wed, Jan 15, 2020
    • Chapter 63
      Thu, Jan 16, 2020
    • Chapter 64
      Fri, Jan 17, 2020
    • Chapter 65
      Sat, Jan 18, 2020
    • Chapter 66
      Sun, Jan 19, 2020
    • Chapter 67
      Tue, Jan 21, 2020
    • IMPORTANT
      Tue, Jan 21, 2020
    • Chapter 68
      Thu, Jan 23, 2020
    • Chapter 69
      Tue, Jan 28, 2020
    • Chapter 70
      Thu, Jan 30, 2020
    • Chapter 71
      Tue, Feb 4, 2020
    • Chapter 72
      Thu, Feb 6, 2020
    • Chapter 73
      Tue, Feb 11, 2020
    • Chapter 74
      Thu, Feb 13, 2020
    • Chapter 75
      Tue, Feb 18, 2020
    • Chapter 76
      Tue, Feb 25, 2020
    • Chapter 77
      Thu, Feb 27, 2020
    • Chapter 78
      Tue, Mar 3, 2020
    • Chapter 79
      Thu, Mar 5, 2020
    • Chapter 80
      Sun, Mar 15, 2020
    • Please read
      Sat, May 9, 2020
    • Chapter 81
      Wed, Jul 22, 2020
    • Chapter 82
      Mon, Jul 27, 2020
    • Chapter 83
      Thu, Aug 6, 2020
    • Chapter 84
      Fri, Aug 7, 2020
    • Important
      Thu, Aug 26, 2021
    • Chapter 85
      Mon, Aug 30, 2021
    • Chapter 86
      Tue, Aug 31, 2021
    • Chapter 87
      Wed, Sep 1, 2021
    • Chapter 88
      Thu, Sep 2, 2021
    • Chapter 89
      Fri, Sep 3, 2021
    • Chapter 90
      Mon, Sep 6, 2021
    • Chapter 91
      Tue, Sep 7, 2021
    • Chapter 92
      Wed, Sep 8, 2021
    • Chapter 93
      Thu, Sep 9, 2021
    • Chapter 94
      Fri, Sep 10, 2021
    • Chapter 95
      Mon, Sep 13, 2021
    • Chapter 96
      Tue, Sep 14, 2021
    • Chapter 97
      Tue, Sep 14, 2021
    • Chapter 98
      Wed, Sep 15, 2021
    • Chapter 99
      Thu, Sep 16, 2021
    • Chapter 100
      Fri, Sep 17, 2021
    • Chapter 101
      Mon, Sep 20, 2021
    • Chapter 102
      Tue, Sep 21, 2021
    • Chapter 103
      Wed, Sep 22, 2021
    • Chapter 104
      Fri, Sep 24, 2021
    • Chapter 105
      Fri, Sep 24, 2021
    • Chapter 106
      Sat, Sep 25, 2021
    • Chapter 107
      Mon, Sep 27, 2021
    • Chapter 108
      Tue, Sep 28, 2021
    • Chapter 109
      Wed, Sep 29, 2021
    • Chapter 110
      Thu, Sep 30, 2021
    • Chapter 111
      Fri, Oct 1, 2021
    • Chapter 112
      Fri, Oct 1, 2021
    • Chapter 113
      Mon, Oct 4, 2021
    • Chapter 114
      Tue, Oct 5, 2021
    • Chapter 115
      Wed, Oct 6, 2021
    • Chapter 116
      Thu, Oct 7, 2021
    • Chapter 117
      Fri, Oct 8, 2021
    • Chapter 118
      Fri, Oct 8, 2021
    • Chapter 119
      Wed, Oct 27, 2021
    • Chapter 120
      Thu, Oct 28, 2021
    • Chapter 121
      Fri, Oct 29, 2021
    • Chapter 122
      Mon, Nov 1, 2021
    • Epilogue
      Tue, Nov 2, 2021
    • Q&A
      Tue, Nov 9, 2021

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    IIHighest rank no: 3II 
        What are the repercussions of a rejection?
        1. Getting numb
        2. Failing to care about anyone else and 
        3. Genocide(yes just kill off everyone and get it done with.)
        
        At least to me, these are the solutions and they are absolute. Incomparable.
        Yeah, being an unwanted mate and a disowned daughter can do things to someone. Especially when said mate is the alpha king himself. In other words, unavoidable.
        
        So what happens when the world we know today is run by electronic chips embedded in your body?  What happens when rogues are no longer a threat but something far worse. Or when for the first time a werewolf joins the vampire army to kill her own kind?  With a hidden gift on its way,  the odds just turned in my favor too. How about seeing everything in the villain's perspective for a change? 
        Afterall, they are the one everyone hates, isn't it?
        
        This is my story.  This is me fighting for the chances that ended before it even started.  And it will go through some pretty 'different' (putting it mildly) stuff before you see the end of it. 
        
        
        This is not a cliche story. Yes, rejection is there. But the story starts with rejection. Please give it a chance. I promise it won't disappoint.

    136 parts

    • Chapter 122
      Mon, Nov 1, 2021
    • Epilogue
      Tue, Nov 2, 2021
    • Q&A
      Tue, Nov 9, 2021
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