•  
    • Browse
    • Paid Stories
    • Editor's Picks
    • The Wattys
    • Adventure
    • Contemporary Lit
    • Diverse Lit
    • Fanfiction
    • Fantasy
    • Historical Fiction
    • Horror
    • Humor
    • LGBTQ+
    • Mystery
    • New Adult
    • Non-Fiction
    • Paranormal
    • Poetry
    • Romance
    • Science Fiction
    • Short Story
    • Teen Fiction
    • Thriller
    • Werewolf
    • Wattpad Picks
    • Editors' Choice
    • From our Stars
    • Wattpad Studios Hits
    • Where LGBTQIA+ stories live 🌈
    • Oh hi, sweet teen stories
    • Your daily thriller dose
    • The Watty Awards
    • Community Happenings
    • Wattpad Ambassadors
      • Create a new storyCreate a new story
      • My Stories
      • Helpful writer resources
      • Wattpad programs & opportunities
      • Writing contests
    Try Premium
    Log in Sign Up
    Finding myself
    Finding myself
    Just_for_a_change
    • Reads
      Reads 636,887
      636,887636K
    • Votes
      Votes 34,249
      34,24934.2K
    • Parts
      Parts 136
      136136
    • Time
      Time 22h 15m
      22 hours, 15 minutes22h 15m
    Start reading
    • Reads
      Reads 636,887
      636,887636K
    • Votes
      Votes 34,249
      34,24934.2K
    • Parts
      Parts 136
      136136
    • Time
      Time 22h 15m
      22 hours, 15 minutes22h 15m
    Just_for_a_change
    Complete
    Complete, First published Apr 10, 2017
    IIHighest rank no: 3II 
        What are the repercussions of a rejection?
        1. Getting numb
        2. Failing to care about anyone else and 
        3. Genocide(yes just kill off everyone and get it done with.)
        
        At least to me, these are the solutions and they are absolute. Incomparable.
        Yeah, being an unwanted mate and a disowned daughter can do things to someone. Especially when said mate is the alpha king himself. In other words, unavoidable.
        
        So what happens when the world we know today is run by electronic chips embedded in your body?  What happens when rogues are no longer a threat but something far worse. Or when for the first time a werewolf joins the vampire army to kill her own kind?  With a hidden gift on its way,  the odds just turned in my favor too. How about seeing everything in the villain's perspective for a change? 
        Afterall, they are the one everyone hates, isn't it?
        
        This is my story.  This is me fighting for the chances that ended before it even started.  And it will go through some pretty 'different' (putting it mildly) stuff before you see the end of it. 
        
        
        This is not a cliche story. Yes, rejection is there. But the story starts with rejection. Please give it a chance. I promise it won't disappoint.
    All Rights Reserved
    • amelia
    • betrayal
    • blaze
    • hot
    • jason
    • love
    • mate
    • powers
    • werewolf
    • zara
    ameliabetrayalblazehotjasonlovematepowerswerewolfzara
    Table of contentsLast updated Nov 09, 2021
    • Legend
    • Prologue
    • Chapter 1
    • Chapter 2
    • Chapter 3
    • Chapter 4
    • Chapter 5
    • Chapter 6
    • A/N
    • Chapter 7
    • Chapter 8
    • Chapter 9
    • Chapter 10
    • YOU GUYS MAKE ME SO HAPPY!
    • Chapter 11
    • Chapter 12
    • Chapter 13
    • Chapter 14
    • Chapter 15
    • Chapter 16
    • IMPORTANT!!!
    • Chapter 17
    • Chapter 18
    • Chapter 19
    • So sorry!(Yes this is another one of those dingy notes)
    • Chapter 20
    • Chapter 21
    • Chapter 22
    • Chapter 23
    • Chapter 24
    • Chapter 25
    • Chapter 26
    • Chapter 27
    • Chapter 28
    • Chapter 29
    • Chapter 30
    • Chapter 31
    • Chapter 32
    • Chapter 33
    • Chapter 34
    • Chapter 35
    • Chapter 36
    • Chapter 37
    • Chapter 38
    • Chapter 39
    • Chapter 40
    • Chapter 41
    • Chapter 42
    • Chapter 43
    • Chapter 44
    • Chapter 45
    • Chapter 46
    • Chapter 47
    • Chapter 48
    • Chapter 49
    • Chapter 50
    • Chapter 51
    • Notice
    • Chapter 52
    • Chapter 53
    • Chapter 54
    • Please read
    • Happy new year
    • Chapter 55
    • Chapter 56
    • Chapter 57
    • Chapter 58
    • Chapter 59
    • Chapter 60
    • Chapter 61
    • Chapter 62
    • Chapter 63
    • Chapter 64
    • Chapter 65
    • Chapter 66
    • Chapter 67
    • IMPORTANT
    • Chapter 68
    • Chapter 69
    • Chapter 70
    • Chapter 71
    • Chapter 72
    • Chapter 73
    • Chapter 74
    • Chapter 75
    • Chapter 76
    • Chapter 77
    • Chapter 78
    • Chapter 79
    • Chapter 80
    • Please read
    • Chapter 81
    • Chapter 82
    • Chapter 83
    • Chapter 84
    • Important
    • Chapter 85
    • Chapter 86
    • Chapter 87
    • Chapter 88
    • Chapter 89
    • Chapter 90
    • Chapter 91
    • Chapter 92
    • Chapter 93
    • Chapter 94
    • Chapter 95
    • Chapter 96
    • Chapter 97
    • Chapter 98
    • Chapter 99
    • Chapter 100
    • Chapter 101
    • Chapter 102
    • Chapter 103
    • Chapter 104
    • Chapter 105
    • Chapter 106
    • Chapter 107
    • Chapter 108
    • Chapter 109
    • Chapter 110
    • Chapter 111
    • Chapter 112
    • Chapter 113
    • Chapter 114
    • Chapter 115
    • Chapter 116
    • Chapter 117
    • Chapter 118
    • Chapter 119
    • Chapter 120
    • Chapter 121
    • Chapter 122
    • Epilogue
    • Q&A

    Get notified when Finding myself is updated

    OR

    If you already have an account,

    By continuing, you agree to Wattpad's Terms of Service and Privacy Policy.
    #21zara
    • Legend
    • Prologue
    • Chapter 1
    • Chapter 2
    • Chapter 3
    • Chapter 4
    • Chapter 5
    • Chapter 6
    • A/N
    • Chapter 7
    • Chapter 8
    • Chapter 9
    • Chapter 10
    • YOU GUYS MAKE ME SO HAPPY!
    • Chapter 11
    • Chapter 12
    • Chapter 13
    • Chapter 14
    • Chapter 15
    • Chapter 16
    • IMPORTANT!!!
    • Chapter 17
    • Chapter 18
    • Chapter 19
    • So sorry!(Yes this is another one of those dingy notes)
    • Chapter 20
    • Chapter 21
    • Chapter 22
    • Chapter 23
    • Chapter 24
    • Chapter 25
    • Chapter 26
    • Chapter 27
    • Chapter 28
    • Chapter 29
    • Chapter 30
    • Chapter 31
    • Chapter 32
    • Chapter 33
    • Chapter 34
    • Chapter 35
    • Chapter 36
    • Chapter 37
    • Chapter 38
    • Chapter 39
    • Chapter 40
    • Chapter 41
    • Chapter 42
    • Chapter 43
    • Chapter 44
    • Chapter 45
    • Chapter 46
    • Chapter 47
    • Chapter 48
    • Chapter 49
    • Chapter 50
    • Chapter 51
    • Notice
    • Chapter 52
    • Chapter 53
    • Chapter 54
    • Please read
    • Happy new year
    • Chapter 55
    • Chapter 56
    • Chapter 57
    • Chapter 58
    • Chapter 59
    • Chapter 60
    • Chapter 61
    • Chapter 62
    • Chapter 63
    • Chapter 64
    • Chapter 65
    • Chapter 66
    • Chapter 67
    • IMPORTANT
    • Chapter 68
    • Chapter 69
    • Chapter 70
    • Chapter 71
    • Chapter 72
    • Chapter 73
    • Chapter 74
    • Chapter 75
    • Chapter 76
    • Chapter 77
    • Chapter 78
    • Chapter 79
    • Chapter 80
    • Please read
    • Chapter 81
    • Chapter 82
    • Chapter 83
    • Chapter 84
    • Important
    • Chapter 85
    • Chapter 86
    • Chapter 87
    • Chapter 88
    • Chapter 89
    • Chapter 90
    • Chapter 91
    • Chapter 92
    • Chapter 93
    • Chapter 94
    • Chapter 95
    • Chapter 96
    • Chapter 97
    • Chapter 98
    • Chapter 99
    • Chapter 100
    • Chapter 101
    • Chapter 102
    • Chapter 103
    • Chapter 104
    • Chapter 105
    • Chapter 106
    • Chapter 107
    • Chapter 108
    • Chapter 109
    • Chapter 110
    • Chapter 111
    • Chapter 112
    • Chapter 113
    • Chapter 114
    • Chapter 115
    • Chapter 116
    • Chapter 117
    • Chapter 118
    • Chapter 119
    • Chapter 120
    • Chapter 121
    • Chapter 122
    • Epilogue
    • Q&A
    Report this story
    You may also like
    A Healer's Pain: Celestial Wolves Book 1✔ by jtoughkat
    A Healer's Pain: Celestial Wolves Book 1✔
    60 parts Complete
    60 parts
    Complete
    When the gods go to war, it's their people who suffer. The moon was the most benevolent of them, u...
    They Call Me Silence by greenApples3218
    They Call Me Silence
    42 parts Complete
    42 parts
    Complete
    Rose was able to find a pack that wouldn't force her into marriage, The Red Wind pack, but it all w...
    The Order Of The Alpha #2 by BlondeDecember1
    The Order Of The Alpha #2
    30 parts Ongoing
    30 parts
    Ongoing
    Celestine Colton has been abused all her life. Her past lingers in her shadows and her werewolf Alp...
    The Beta and His Angel (The Belesone Pack #3) by ElaineWhite
    The Beta and His Angel (The Belesone Pack #3)
    33 parts Complete
    33 parts
    Complete
    Leo begins his quest for his mate, Angel Dubrinsky, not knowing where the path may lead. He discove...
    Moon Child by CaylahWest
    Moon Child
    38 parts Complete
    38 parts
    Complete
    Daniella isn't normal. Growing up with her father as an ambassador, she's used to having to start...
    Intransigent by 19Haley96
    Intransigent
    40 parts Complete
    40 parts
    Complete
    Emma was raised to be the perfect luna. She's caring and sweet, feisty and protective. Her pack lov...
    Bad Moon by WeHoardCats
    Paid Stories Badge
    Bad Moon
    65 parts Complete
    65 parts
    Complete
    Narrowly escaping an attack by wolves, Jaylin Maxwell is driven towards the alluring Quentin Bronx...
    Seeing Red by HMKRAFT
    Seeing Red
    1 part Ongoing
    1 part
    Ongoing
    Forsaken by the one person who was supposed to love her unconditionally, Red must brave the magic a...
    Escaping Rejection by QueenDarkHope
    Escaping Rejection
    56 parts Complete
    56 parts
    Complete
    He had strength, she had powers she didn't know she had. He hated her after what her parents did t...
    My Dead Sister's Mate (Book One of Witfall Pack) (Completed) by RissaleWriter
    My Dead Sister's Mate (Book One of Witfall P...
    32 parts Complete
    32 parts
    Complete
    Read with 'They Call Me Foxy' ____________________________________________________________ ...
    You may also like
    • A Healer's Pain: Celestial Wolves Book 1✔ cover
      alpha
    • They Call Me Silence cover
      action
    • The Order Of The Alpha #2 cover
      academy
    • The Beta and His Angel (The Belesone Pack #3) cover
      alpha
    • Moon Child cover
      alpha
    • Intransigent cover
      alpha
    • Bad Moon cover
      Paid Stories Badge alpha
    • Seeing Red cover
      action
    • Escaping Rejection cover
      alpha
    • My Dead Sister's Mate (Book One of Witfall Pack) (Completed) cover
      alpha

    A Healer's Pain: Celestial Wolves Book 1✔

    60 parts Complete
    60 parts
    Complete

    When the gods go to war, it's their people who suffer. The moon was the most benevolent of them, until they took everything from her. Vengeance turned her into the instrument of destruction, now tho...

    Start reading
    • Paid Stories
    • Try Premium
    • Get the App
    • Language
    • Writers
    • |
    • Business
    • Jobs
    • Press
    • Terms
    • Privacy
    • Accessibility
    • Help
    • © 2022 Wattpad