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Ongoing, First published Jun 06, 2017
Dara had it all. Money, fame, power. All laid out at her feet for her taking but she wanted to make it big in the Broadcasting Industry without the power of her father's name hindering her success and self-worth. 

Just when things are going smoothly at a job she was able to land in as an Assistant Producer out of her perseverance, her potential, and her talents, her manager chose to do a documentary about the country's famous music producer. Kwon Jiyong.

An arrogant, stuck up, producer who had made it big in the music industry.

And her ex.

Her relationship with him had only ended with hate, bitterness, and anger. One that she had already gotten over with, of course. Jiyong is nothing but a stranger to her now.

But she knew doing this documentary would shatter whatever professionalism she had established in her field. Working with him made her question the hows, the whys, and the whats of their past. 

Or maybe that's the only thing she needs to really move on.


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I love Donghae to bits and Darahae is always my favorite ship but just thought to do a Daragon fic (my fave 2nd ship) since I have received some requests for that but it's probably just gonna be a short story. 

And I just feel like I needed to write something because of what's happening with TOP T^T (and it won't be good if I give out a string of curses in social media just to vent so fanfics it is).

Bigbang are my Kings and my first love in Kpop (2ne1 being my female first love). They are among the only groups who can bring out the hulk in me against those damn knetz/haters.

Let's pray for our Choi Seung Hyun to recover and get past this hurdle. #AlwaysBigbang
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