All These Years | Camren

You're Lauren Jauregui and you're eight years old when you experience your first heart attack.

It's caused by a huge goofy smile and a small wave.

When you're ten it happens again due to scrapped knees and yellow hoodies.

You think you're done with them but then you're sixteen, and words induced by alcohol, unconscious lingering touches, and goodnight kisses make your heart beat out of your chest once again; after that, you don't know how to make it stop.