Victor's Resolve (A very long Victuuri one-shot)

Victor had long since abandoned his two 'L' words: Life and Love. Enter Yuuri Katsuki, an up-coming figure skater who just bombed his career and has a very low tolerance to champagne. Now, from Victor's point of view, I gift you all with the longest one shot I've ever posted depicting just how Victor handles falling in love with a man who doesn't remember the night he fell in love, and not even realizing it until after they were engaged!

I DO NOT OWN YURI ON ICE
Warning: Very long, grab the hot cocoa and tissues (because it's Victuuri) while you still have a chance. I wouldn't say it's mature, because they don't actually do anything, but I guess another warning is Victor's imagination? I dunno