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This isn't fiction. 

These are my thoughts. 

All my pain, spread out onto a page. 

I'm terrified of sharing this with someone in person, 

So I'm sharing it with you all. 

If any of this is familiar, if you understand or have gone through something similar, 

I'm so sorry.All Rights Reserved

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Waiting for his 'LOVE' | ✔ by Ramzz005

Highest Rank: 1 in romance Cover credits: GS_Stella. He was my first love but I wasn't his. He decided not to see my face ever again. So did I. "It's been a long time, Sanjana" he said leaning back into his seat. His one smile is enough to make my heart flutter. He was the man who made me fall in love. He was also the man who broke your precious heart added my brain. "Yeah, Six years is quite so long"I said trying not to sound weak.I clutched my fist tightly and my nails started digging deep into my flesh. Ah.. It's paining. He gave you more pain than this,Sanjana added my brain. "So how's life? Did you met your soulmate?" he asked with an evil smirk. "I found one" I blurted out. I could feel blood oozing out from my palms. "I thought I would never see you again. What are you doing here in London?" he asked walking towards me "Well, even I thought the same and FYI this is my home. Do I need your permission to stay here?" I asked folding my hands across my chest. He stood in front of me smiling. Don't look into his eyes, Sanjana. He will consume you...again. I told myself. "Do you have anything to say? If you don't have then I will take my leave" I said taking my bag from the couch. "Why so hurry? Missing your boyfriend huh?" he asked and I turned towards him. I want to make him bleed. "You are absolutely right Mr. Malhotra and I don't want to waste my time with an idiot like you. So Bye" I said and walked towards the door. "Get ready for a break up ,love" I heard his voice. Did he just said that? I turned towards him and he had an evil smirk on his face. He is not the same person. His looks, his attitude everything is changed. He is a monster now. Does this pain lasts forever? Is Sidharth planning to break her heart again? Can Sanjana find his heart which is buried deep inside his monstrous flesh? Lets's see the journey of Sidharth and Sanjana breaking the odds and finding what they are really craving for. Copyright © Ramzz005. All rights reserve

His Surrogate || COMPLETED [EDITED] by Derachi20

Have you ever been in a situation where a one night stand mistake changes your entire life? *** "And what if I remember you or what happened that very day, that doesn't prove I'm responsible for that life growing inside you." He said, glaring down at me. I seriously can't believe this punk! "Are you trying to say I'm some slut?" "I don't know, you tell me." He said, still glaring down at me. I felt my rage rushing into my head, blocking my sense of reasoning at this moment. "You really have some nerve to refer to me as some slut, but no matter how hard you try to put or twist it to your story. It still doesn't change the fact and truth of this situation. You are responsible for this baby!" I yelled in anger. I saw a surprise look flash through his face, but he immediately covered it up and took a step back. Resting his hip on his desk, and putting both hands into his pants pocket. "Fine. How much will it take you to remove that, and after removing it?" He asked. My eyes went wide when I understood what he was talking about. He's not only an egoistic punk, but a very heartless human being. "You must be going out of your mind if you think I'll abort this child!" I half yelled at him in anger, but it seemed like my words weren't making much of an impact on him. "Why are you trying to make things more difficult for yourself? You know that night was a mistake, so why are you trying to make it such a big deal to ruin my reputation?" He said, angry. I felt hurt by his words. It was all a mistake, but it created another life growing inside me. Why do I even feel hurt? I'm not meant to be.. *** This book completed version is available on Amazon. https://www.amazon.com/His-Surrogate-Heartbreak-pregnant-surrogacy-ebook/dp/B0D7SWRD4L/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1D978HK16N5GU&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.n3u7OtM5D9DGktqVEQHViw.rizlbZnq74jWRky4eCjm4Gd9B6Au_0_tnAKY2DWr4Iw&dib_tag=se&keywords=Books+by+Theodora+Chijioke&qid=1719145082&sprefix=books+by+theodora+chijioke+%2Caps%2C1662&sr=8-1

Forcefully Married ✅ by SanaKazi

"You should have told me before that you weren't interested in me" I yelled at my so called husband Samad. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. "Jawariyah please try to understand" Samad said but this time I won't. "From two years only I am trying to understand..... Only I am the one who's compromising... Why not you?" I questioned him. I know I was the one who was being harsh this time but that's enough. "Jawariyah.. You are not the only one who's compromising..." He yelled as his jaws clinched and he pulled me closer.. Closer to his body.. His chest... His heart.. *********************************** They both are married to each other but are totally diff: She's sweet, kind, beautiful, caring and afraid.. Afraid of anger afraid of loneliness... Scared of darkness... and most importantly she's weak! She can't stand up fo herself. He's arrogant, rude, angry, bitter, a psychopathic lover... He's all what she hated.. He's rich.. He's handsome.. If you're looking for sweet romance this is not it. Mistakes.. Misunderstandings.. Miseries.. All these three words would shatter their life.. Their love.

A Broken Optimist by mybookobsession_

She's a lost soul, searching for Froot Loops in a world of Cheerios. Emotions. Inflicted by words, Creating signals to connect those emotions. A pang in your heart, the dull ache of love, a tedious, meaningless thing to some. The entire thing to others. Confusing, at the least. All consuming, at the most. We bundle it inside, Hide it in boxes, In the deepest crevices of our persona, Then suddenly, it burst free, tumbling into the atmosphere, filling every hour, every moment. Words convey it. Words share it. Through words, our emotions are liberated. Disclaimer: I wrote this throughout the course of a year. It had its ups and it's down in emotion. It ends on a happy note, I think. It has some overdramatic things in which my past self annoys me sometimes. But it also has some good pieces of thought. The world sucks. I can't promise that it's not going to suck, Because it probably always will. But there will be times Where the good in the world Makes it suck a little less.

Second No More, a novel by imaginationgirl35

I've dreamed of the perfect marriage ever since I was a little girl: a marriage complete with a hardworking husband while I tended to the home and our children, preferably four little rugrats to call my own. I dreamed of a life filled with laughter, joy, and success, a life we built together. I dreamed of growing old next to my husband, creating a great love story to tell our grandchildren someday. It all seemed so possible. I was raised to be the perfect wife, after all. From the outside, it seemed I had exactly what I dreamed of with the rich, determined husband; the brilliant, gaudy diamond ring; and the beautiful home filled with the hope of future children. Yes, it was all a dream come true. I should have felt grateful, really. The problem is, I also wanted a marriage based on love, passion, and affection, but those are the only things my husband cannot give me . . . . . . because they're reserved for her. For readers: * I do my best to proofread before publishing, but some typos and errors will slip through. Feel free to point them out! * Comments, active engagement, and helpful critiques are welcomed. * Mean, unnecessary comments that attack me, personally, or other commenters will be ignored and deleted. It takes a lot of courage to publish your work and for others to actively engage in a community. I'd like to keep this a safe and fun place to rage at imperfect heroes and cheer for darling heroines! * I'm not a spicy writer. I rather use my word count for plot, character development, and GROVEL!!! * Most importantly, I hope you enjoy the little world I'm creating. Happy reading, everyone! ADS/Imaginationgirl35

~Trust Me ~ by insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

lifieee.talks by lifieee

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Picking Daisies (Book #1, Emily's story) by CallOfTheAlpha

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Highest Rank: 1 in romance Cover credits: GS_Stella. He was my first love but I wasn't his. He decided not to see my face ever again. So did I. "It's been a long time, Sanjana" he said leaning back into his seat. His one smile is enough to make my heart flutter. He was the man who made me fall in love. He was also the man who broke your precious heart added my brain. "Yeah, Six years is quite so long"I said trying not to sound weak.I clutched my fist tightly and my nails started digging deep into my flesh. Ah.. It's paining. He gave you more pain than this,Sanjana added my brain. "So how's life? Did you met your soulmate?" he asked with an evil smirk. "I found one" I blurted out. I could feel blood oozing out from my palms. "I thought I would never see you again. What are you doing here in London?" he asked walking towards me "Well, even I thought the same and FYI this is my home. Do I need your permission to stay here?" I asked folding my hands across my chest. He stood in front of me smiling. Don't look into his eyes, Sanjana. He will consume you...again. I told myself. "Do you have anything to say? If you don't have then I will take my leave" I said taking my bag from the couch. "Why so hurry? Missing your boyfriend huh?" he asked and I turned towards him. I want to make him bleed. "You are absolutely right Mr. Malhotra and I don't want to waste my time with an idiot like you. So Bye" I said and walked towards the door. "Get ready for a break up ,love" I heard his voice. Did he just said that? I turned towards him and he had an evil smirk on his face. He is not the same person. His looks, his attitude everything is changed. He is a monster now. Does this pain lasts forever? Is Sidharth planning to break her heart again? Can Sanjana find his heart which is buried deep inside his monstrous flesh? Lets's see the journey of Sidharth and Sanjana breaking the odds and finding what they are really craving for. Copyright © Ramzz005. All rights reserve