"I stopped waiting for a new family. It was harder to get hurt that way. Now, I'm realizing the only hard thing is returning the love you're giving me. I want to stop worrying about my old life and causing fan scandals. You're idols, planted with the seed if your company's foundation, being grown with the water of love and talent. I'm broken, trying to root in dry dirt." "That's why we're here. We have so much talent, we can be the rain too." ----------------------------------- [Novel-length completed story] COMPLETED: November 28th, 2019 Book # in series 1✅ 2 3 I do not own Bangtan Sonyeondan, BigHit Ent or anything. This is a fanfiction for entertainment purposes only with my original ideas. Not intended to be based on real life or actual events. Will mention subjects such as anorexia, abuse, and symptoms of PTSD. BEST RANKING: #1 out of 4.6k in bighit (9/24/19) #67 out of 8.78k in Korea