Trying For You
nuttyweird505
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nuttyweird505
Ongoing, First published Sep 11, 2018
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Justin Anarki, a lone wolf amongst a pack of wolves. A boy who has known sorrow, rags and misery. A boy who has been through so much, from the day he was born till now. A boy who have been from real families, to fake families, to adopted families, to foster families. A boy who has survived the odds, been through self destruction (forced or otherwise) and lived to keep it to himself. So why would a boy like him, who has suffered so much, not cut ties with all of humanity in anyway he can? It would be stupid not to right?

Now meet Ethan. The over the top, flirty, narcissistic, arrogant asshole who thinks he can get anyone and everything he wants. Due to some unforseen coincidence both boys meet. One fall in love with the other and the other wants to kick the boys ass, push him off a cliff onto hard sharp raged rocks dumping his corpse 20 feet under with rats roaches and any god darn rodent he can find.

Sounds like a typical romance doesn't it?

But anything is typical between those two.

Join Justin and Ethan on their bittersweet romance. With bumpy rides, rollercoaster turns and slip and slides for a quest of true love that'll guarantee you'll either hate me or love me😉

YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!!
*not a werewolf story*
Edited: July 16, 2020

WARNING!!!!
Story contains slight homophobic words and bullying.
Edited: April 4, 2025



Created:  September 22, 2018
Published:  September 24, 2018
Finished:  ...

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134 parts Complete Mature

[[MATURE CONTENT]] Pack, family, mate. Loyalty, respect, honor. These are the words that form the foundation of the wolf society. At six years old, Ethan had to choose between his Alpha title and his survival on the night of his father's death. As a teenager, his family and lineage are further humiliated because he has not had his first transformation. Between dealing with a bully on a power trip, the challenges of high school, a less than sympathetic alpha, and his current impairment, Ethan is barely surviving. His daily prayer to Luna was simple: a request to find his wolf. But he would soon learn that the moon goddess does not do things by half-measures. On the night of his first transformation, she also tossed in a mate who wants absolutely nothing to do him and a vengeful alpha hell-bent on ripping his neck out. Soon he learns that high school bullies and homework are the least of his worries when he has to flee his pack and live with his mate: the warrior vampire whose entire history was forged from killing his kind. Learning to control his wolf, avoiding assassins, fighting his mate, and for his mate become daily struggles. But battles come in many forms and not always when or where he expects them. Soft, sensual victories within the sheets are as just as important as the hard-won, blood-filled ones on a gory forest floor. And failure on any battlefield could mean a slow, painful death. A/N -Warning This is a gay-themed novel with some fighting. So there will be intense scenes both in bed and out of it. If you are not a fan of boyxboy action, then this novel is not for you. PS. I do not own the rights to the images in the chapters. They're a source of inspiration for characters and settings in the story. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1/6/2024 - Blooded Mate hit a #1 in Werewolf, #10 in boyxboy and #5 in honor. 1/8/2024 - #2 in Gay, #2 in honor 4/13/2024 - #2 in vampire 4/14/2024 - #2 in witch, #1 in matebond

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