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An Attempt at Sunshine (Winter Soldier) (Marvel)

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Reads 4,215
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Parts 65
Time 1h 25m

JustACartoonist

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[I keep seeing ghosts.
They whisper and scream and cry and I do not understand. 
I think I am a ghost too.]


My debut fanfic! How exciting! Just a little Marvel for you my dears- have fun!
NOTE:
PLEASE PLEASE read the dates before each section!!!! Thanks! (It makes very little sense otherwise...)

Also!! Special thanks to the artist for the cover and to who ever wrote the one shots I accepted as canon for this AU.
Congrats if you made it to the bottom of the description!All Rights Reserved

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Not Without You: Book 1 (Canon-Divergence Stucky Fix-it-Fic) by loveforpreserumsteve

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GHOSTED: The Night We Met by GhostinyourHead

{Bucky Barnes X Reader} Bucky Barnes has come a long way since being deprogrammed from Hydra. After some time on his own he finally joined Steve and the Avengers in New York. But what happens when a ghost, whose name he only a screams in his dreams, suddenly emerges? Will his head and heart be able to take it? Will yours? ***Mature Contents***

Haven't I given enough? Given enough. by more_enough

"Kid you don't have to do this." I spin my head around, all the Avengers are behind me. It's like a photo... a perfect photo. Their stances match perfectly with the view and the sky. The golden hour light spills over the rooftop like a toppled glass of orange juice. "Friday told me where you are, your heart-rate. Peter, we can help." "No." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story without the happy ending. TW: Suicide attempt Suicide Self-Harm Depression Anxiety Self hate. Begin the story at what Peter believed was the end of his life, and end it at what actually was. Playlist - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/20XExUeeR3ibOk9JwznFvA?si=2vbFglf7Sw-sH-mM5IyNzg ☹︎☻︎ All characters belong to Marvel Studios, I don't own any characters.

Enemies to Lovers: Bucky X Reader by lilapurpleread

After Tony and the rest of the avengers had found you laying in a forest with barely any memories of your previous life, you became an avenger yourself. You are super strong and fast and have powers that you are hiding, but to what cost? After your first encounter goes really bad, Bucky Barnes is introduced to the team as a new member and the two of you can't stand each other. For a while, you guys make each others life hell, but slowly you start having a feeling that this might grow into something other than hatred... What will happen? What does Bucky have to do with your past and why can't you remember what your life was like before joining the avengers? Disclaimer: I will use curse words. Chapters with smut will be highlighted as such. And yes: There will be smut ;) I am very sorry for possible grammar or vocabulary mistakes. English is not my native language and I have been out of practice for a while, but I will try my very best to make this story as enjoyable for you as possible :) I will look over chapters I have published from time to time in order to correct possible mistakes or word a few things differently :) *** I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS! THIS IS A FANFICTION FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF A FEMALE ORIGINAL CHARACTER ***

Hate at first sight? by disneyworkslove

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It's the pain that keeps me alive by sick-dude

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Remember by James_BuchananBarnes

If we dance with the ghosts of our past, we might wake them ☆ Bucky Barnes was the golden boy of his era, but after a life-changing series of events, he is left unsure of who he truly is meant to be. Surrounding himself with people and things of his past is all anyone can think to do- but even Steve, the most hopeful of them all, has his doubts of whether or not this could actually be enough. WARNING: mature content • Completed • Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it! Copyright © 2019 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines) All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

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