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NUMB

sydneyyellowrose

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Reads 166
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Parts 9
Time 24m

sydneyyellowrose

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I guess that's the only way to describe it.   That feeling you get when you think you're finally fine. When everything is finally starting to work out again, the pieces, are pulling together. And then it all hits you again. That bad luck following you around since forever. The countless experiences and remarks.   The feeling hits you like a tidal wave, crashing over you and all you hear is a faint sound. The light crashing of the waves, see the blur above you. Then you are left as the feeling sinks in.   NUMB.All Rights Reserved

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