Bullied by my crush

You lived in Oklahoma you were not very popular at school you always get humiliated but the worst boy in school was this boy Cash Baker all the girls obsessed him maybe cause he's a football player and he's kinda cute but you absolutely hated him cause he was so mean but one day was strange because he was being nice which very very very wierd after that day it turns into a forbidden relationship between the two of you you become pregnant and once you find out the gender cash has to move to La and you and your mom can't go with so your forced to end it will you end your life to......