Make Me【Laurence X Reader】[ Completed ]
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Mariko_Akiyama
Complete, First published Mar 23, 2019
Mature
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CONTENT CONTAINS :

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
MENTAL ILLNESS
EATING DISORDER
SEXUAL CONTENT
DRUG USE
ABUSE
TORTURE
VIOLENCE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" I can't take it anymore "

" It's going to be alright "

" just kill me already "

" I wanna die "

" Everything is going to be alright "

" You don't know how I feel "

" I do know "

•

It started in a bar, I did as I was told, my mission was to capture Laurence Zvahl, but one mistake changes everything.

He made me feel something inside that I've never felt before, it's like a spark was made in my heart that lightens up my day. He was really something.

He's really something that I couldn't imagine, his glistening blue eyes, his sexy hair flip when it's wet.

When he confessed that he has the same feeling, he asked me to say it but, I couldn't, so I force him to force me to confess.

I force him to Make Me say it.

Who is this guy?, How does the story goes? Will the boy make the person say the words he wanted to hear?

Read this book to know.

Inspired by : SelenaE9876's book | Let Me In

[ Completed ]

Started : 7th July 2019.
Finished : 2nd September 2019.

[ Highest Ranking : #2 in Aphmau ]
[ #3 in Laurence ]
[ #1 in Laurence X Reader ]
[ #1 in Self harm awareness ]
[ #1 in Make Me ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
All Rights Reserved
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CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE ATTEMPTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " It's hard " " Then try " " I did, they won't stop " " Hey, think positive, that life is no more, with us your life is a nurture life " " Then you guys will feel like how i fee- " " Don't think about us, we're all the same, your not the only one in this, there lots of more people like you were abused in the past, let it go " " I'll try " " You don't just try, you make it happen " " Thank you " " Anything for my kitty " • Years later, A girl who still gets haunted by her fathers words from the past and flashbacks replaying over and over like a never ending dream, as she tries to stop them by suicide. A boyfriend who tries to help her girlfriend to get through everything and tell her she's protected and no one is going to hurt her again. An old friend who came back for an apology after everything she's done to the girl back in high school. What will happen?, will the girl accept her apology?, will she ever feel safe?, will the words ever stop? Read this book to know. Book 1 : Life Abuse【Gene X Reader】 [ Completed ] Started : 1st November 2018. Finished : 20th January 2019. [ Highest Ranking : #1 in Aphmau ] [ #1 in Gene ] [ #5 in Gene X Reader ] [ #1 in Nurture ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

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