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fade to gray (frank ocean)

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Reads 39,988
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Parts 18
Time 2h 21m

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if you could define life by color, life before Him was kinda pale. the days were pretty and pink, but there was no warmth to give it vibrancy or nothing. every day was basically the same and exhaustingly boring. 
His arrival brought not only new colors and vibrancy, but meaning to the ones i'd already known. i loved it, the months where things were good between us felt like he showed me a new way of life that was totally different from everything.
he left, snatching the color back from me. i don't know how i'll find anything like that ever again, so i suppose i'll try suppressing the memories. even if it means i fade to gray.All Rights Reserved

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Deja Vu | c!Quackity x Reader by claritycm

After losing your friends, your home, your love, you knew that there was nothing or nobody to make you happy. Everything was taken from you and the only thing that you had left was an old key to a nation that was blown up years ago. You honestly thought your life couldn't change and that the tragedies of your past would always hunt you until you heard about a new country. A country that could give you anything that you wished for, a country that could give you money, a country that stood for power and peace. You were so desperately tired of life that you decided restarting it there, but seems like destiny did not want you to restart your life completely new... (English is not my first language, apologies in advance for any mistakes, typos or similar.) (contains cursing/strong language, alcohol consumption, anxiety, sexual themes, violence, and some other themes that could be triggering) (!DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!) rankings: #1 - las nevadas (04/24/23)

Catastrophically Carla (Lesbian Story) by xpaaulettex

Ages 14+ (lesbian concepts and some profanity) This is not your everyday love story, okay? It's not a chick flick either. The events and themes within my pages have meaning, depth, truth-and most of all, reality. You are about to be taken on an adventure about a girl who's life is not like everybody else's. I look like a normal teen girl, I mean, I have hair and two eyes and two hands and feet like everybody else, but I couldn't feel more different. I have two moms, yes. Let's just get that out there before you start reading and close my diary like everyone in my life has shut me out of theirs. All I want is a normal life with normal friends who don't judge me because of my home situation. I don't even remember the last time I went on a sleepover or called somebody my age. I don't mean to be a downer, because it does get better. Life gets better. Struggles are only temporary, I know that now. And by my last words reach your eyes, I've come a long way, and have grown to see potential in myself. I'm sharing this with you because I want to make a difference. I know now that I'm not the only one in the world that feels alone. I've been there, done that, and there's more loneliness to come, but for now, I feel more prepared for it. I know how it feels to sit by yourself at lunch every day and how it feels to watch others go to prom with dates and feel like shit because you don't think you'd even have any friends to go with. Please ready my diary. I am much older now, and much more wiser, and I can't wait for you to realize the potential in yourself, too.

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

My Promise To You by lisaaaaa1616

I had never felt this way before, I had never felt the immediate butterflies swarm my stomach as soon as I saw them, but this was different. As soon as the new boy and his girlfriend moved to my school, I only expected to get to know them both just the same as everyone else, but I felt differently towards one of them. But it wasn't the new girl, it was her boyfriend Clay... I was gay and it wasn't something which I hid, I often attended the LGBTQ+ club held at school too. However it just had to be that the boy I had fallen in love with was already in a relationship, I knew I couldn't mess it up, but I couldn't hide this forever. DreamNotFound+bit of SkepHalo and KarlNap FLUFF BOOK

The night when everything got f*cked up. by SnowHazim

The party was quite nice. The school year had just started. But there was too much alcohol, too many problems, and a unfortunate accident that would kill 5 kids, leaving many in grief. Cheating happened, death happened, rape happened, and brought people closer to each other than they've ever been. People mourn every time they see the sunset, people can't bring themselves to get into an Uber. At the end of the day they're just young, and some will stay young forever. The before, during, and after of a tragic night you'd never would want to be trapped in.

Letters to My Love by TheSillyDuck

"And I will fight for her, until my very last breath, until all the stars disappear from the night sky, until the universe ceases to exist. I will never give up on the love of my life" Sometimes things are meant to fall apart to come back together stronger, but facing the uncertainty of the future makes things infinitely harder, especially when everything feels one-sided and you have no idea if they feel the way you do. Even so, I know we are meant to be, so I will wait for you. You deserve the best my love, so I will be the best for you.

EXTRAORDINARY LOVE STORY by rashaee2x

"Life is hard but it can always be better."

Marked By You by yoitzher

NOT EDITED PREPARE FOR SPELLING AND GRAMMAR MISTAKES; TRIGGER WARNING: I suck at putting them in the book so if you need one for any reason this is it. Be careful love:) ~~~~~~ Once you become addicted to something it never goes away. And that's what we are addicted. When addicted you'll do anything to get your next fix and for us that involved fighting, murder, and risking our lives just to see the other breathing. and even when your "sober" you'll always be addicted, that will always be your one true craving. That's exactly what happened too. We would set fire to the world around us and never let a flame touch the other because if we did... ... we'd destroy ourselves in the process. Simply I was marked by him And he was marked by me. ~~~~~ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING MY BOOK A CHANCE. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. I HOPE YOU ENJOY BABE:

For You [Completed] by daffy_duck

For those who are afraid of letting things go to embrace the changes... I've been there too. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + "Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving." - Terry Pratchett + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + Summer doesn't last forever. I knew in the deepening ache of my heart, the welling tears in my eyes, and the unending ticks of the clock. It was a matter of letting my future go and enjoying the present. Flowers bloom, just like our relationship did. Time passes and next thing you know, we have to move on with our separate lives. This is the story written by me... for you. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + Special thanks to @crisostomoxibarra for making this wonderful cover!

My Life by celaenaaaaa

This would be really boring. You don't need to waste time reading this. Not just boring, it might be even heartbreaking. The story was still going on, and therefore I had no idea whether it would end in a tragedy or not, but I had a feeling it would. And it did. We broke up under the striking, burning sun of 19th September, 2016. I write usually in a monotone description, therefore don't judge if you read this. My name is Rue, and I wish my life could be like the picture I put as a cover of my story, colourful, calm, and with a soulmate who keeps loving me all the way. However, things never happen as what we would like them to happen. I don't love my life, but I want to remember all that once happened. I want to look back one day, when I'm fully grown, and smile or tell my old self right now that I'm dumb. Mostly and lastly, I just want to remember him, the one I very much remember right now, but will fade in times to come. It is already fading now, and I only hope that I can write them all before they disappear from my mind, forever...

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EXTRAORDINARY LOVE STORY cover

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For You [Completed] cover

Deja Vu | c!Quackity x Reader

After losing your friends, your home, your love, you knew that there was nothing or nobody to make you happy. Everything was taken from you and the only thing that you had left was an old key to a nation that was blown up years ago. You honestly thought your life couldn't change and that the tragedies of your past would always hunt you until you heard about a new country. A country that could give you anything that you wished for, a country that could give you money, a country that stood for power and peace. You were so desperately tired of life that you decided restarting it there, but seems like destiny did not want you to restart your life completely new... (English is not my first language, apologies in advance for any mistakes, typos or similar.) (contains cursing/strong language, alcohol consumption, anxiety, sexual themes, violence, and some other themes that could be triggering) (!DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!) rankings: #1 - las nevadas (04/24/23)