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Is That What You Wanted? (Ao no Exorcist )

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After the whole incident with Amaimon, Rin has been feeling devastated and depressed. He doesn't know how to feel, act or even exist as everyone is staring at him with glares. The thought of doing something '' stupid '' is always in his mind, will he do it or put off with this behaviour?

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After a long-going period of time, this story has finally come to an end. However, I would be glad to see new readers and comments even though it's over! Enjoy the story!
I wanted to mention that I do not own Ao no exorcist, this is just another fanfiction ...Also I would like to mention that this story contains some sensitive themes such as self-harm and suicide involved and if you are not feeling comfortable with it's best you avoid reading. 

Hope you enjoy it!All Rights Reserved

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