CW: mental illness; graphic violence; grief; anger; bad things happening; you're better off not reading this; blood; death; murder These things I send to you in esoteric pulses, I know that you know them already. I have to say them anyway, readers. These things are spoken now, and they clutter up the air. Breathe them in. I hope you drown. And understand, for once. These are your things, readers. I no longer wish to carry them.