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Just one slight mistake threw me into a world that knows nothing but crime, violence, betrayal, and death. 

Just one slight incident led me into the life of the most alluring man with nothing but the look of murder in his eyes. 

Just one slight incident was all that was needed to change the course of my entire life. 

My fragile heart isn't made for his tough world and his corrupt soul isn't made for my naive world. 

But he won't let me go. And suddenly, my life wasn't about living, it was about surviving.

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Flame by AlizaJabri

Salahuddin Zaman my best friend's elder brother, is everything I should have stayed away from. A Killer. A Made Man. A Goddamn Psychopath. I ignored their warnings. Turned a blind eye to his brutality. Letting myself fall freely in love with him. How did it end for me? In a Broken Heart. Now he is back in my life or should I say I willingly put myself in his path again. But this time he is more unhinged than before. Intent on chastising me for my transgressions. Will my fragile heart survive another heartbreak?

When You Came by littleponymagic

A little sneak peak of the story: He then reach my sweet spot and bit it harshly but the pleasure was overpowering the pain. My hands now moved to his hair and to his back, touching him. His hands were at the hem of my shirt and he slowly slid into them, he was caressing my stomach while attacking my sweet spot. He slowly pulled back and left me whimpering. He looked at me with eyes full of lust, I'm sure mine were the same. "Noah..." I begged. "Baby, I want to make you feel good." He said in a low husking voice. God that just made my lady bits do a little dance. I was stunned and just looked at him and slightly nodded. ❤ Aurelia dreaded going on the family trip to South Korea with her family for Christmas. The main reason being her pathetic excuse of a father wouldn't be present during the trip and would much rather be chilling with his mistresses than spending time with his actual family. She went to The Village to have fun but there's where she met those alluring green eyes. From afar, he looked so mysterious but once he opened his mouth and turned out to be an arrogant asshole, Aurelia had no choice but to dismiss him. But what happens when they meet again in Seoul? Is it merely just a coincidence or fate?

Wanted to be loved (Islamic Story) by Delicate_crystals

"You will do it. You have to teach me. I will make you do it." He took a step toward me. I didn't stepped back, expressing that I was not afraid, ready for anything. "I will inform the Principal that you have caused another plight. And he will blindly accept it. And threw you out of his college." He threatened me. His lips tugged up to evil smirk. He stepped back, making measurable distance between us. I breath out a sigh of relief. "And you are already a transfer student. You might have no career ahead." He finished, as the smirk playing on his lips grew wider. He really have lost his sanity, didn't he? "Do you really believe, that I will be terrified with your empty threats." I narrowed my eyes at him. My growing lava of rage from the past days over took, ready for a rupture. I won't back out this time. "Never!" I screamed at out of my lungs. "I have went through hell! And I can start from scratches again." I spat at him and tried to walk pass him. As I said 'tried' He grabbed my arm, pulled me back harshly. I stumbled back prevented myself from falling. His smirk faded away, giving space to a deep scowl. My elbow started growing in deep pain. You are stronger than this. "You have not even witnessed hell. Blue. But if you walk pass me, ignore my demand again, I will make sure that you engross every part of hell. Blue." He warned me, but he didn't know what I have faced. "I dare you Damon!" with that said I left the room. Leaving him alone once again ○○○•○•○•○•○•○○•○•○•○○• This is a story about a broken heart bad boy and a miserable life of a muslim girl. Will she ever be able to cure his broken heart and fix her life with him? Or things will take a new turn, and they will be drowned in unpredictable tragedy.

Broken Souls (Editing). by Sarah_Mamoh57

Heyy. ✌🏼Islamic story. Two broken souls are meant to be together but only Allah knows, will they heal mend their heart or completely destroy themselves ______. "If yes? Then who can Mold My heart". An Orphan, Widow and a single Mother who is left with only one person, her backbone. Her daughter, She keeps her going. 'In this world, I Just have hope in My Allah that things will get better eventually inshaAllah'. 'Me and My Daughter will heal each other and don't need anyone anymore'. But Little does she know, her daughter craves a father and they need 'him' to be complete 'Him' the richest man in the city. 'Him' who does not know patience and gets his way in everything. 'Him' a ruthless,rich,ignorant man who is broken to say the least and does not know how to earn love but to snatch it. 'Him' who cannot let anyone touch what's his,without knowing what his is and who is. ____. Guys Please do Vote. Share and comment to show your Love in B.S. ●° Haram Police, please not in here. Thankyou

Nikah Flowers Up The Love (Sequel Of 'A Beautiful Journey') (Completed) ✔ by LonelyPrincess239

"You tried to target my siblings and I did what my heart said." I said looking in her eyes and she rolled her eyes. "Your that stupid heart didn't let me take what I want." She said poking my chest where my heart was beating crazily making me nervous. "But I will do what my heart says now." She said smirking at me and I narrowed my brows at her. "And what it is saying?" I asked looking at her and she smiled. "To marry you?" I looked at her hell shocked. Is she crazy? "What?" Hyzin Zaif Khan. 26 years old guy. Handling his father's business. His life is filled with happiness and joy. His life revolves around his parents and siblings. Maham Saifi. 24 years old girl. Known as an arrogant and hard headed woman. Has only father as her family whom she loves more than anyone in the world. She has a weird attraction towards someone whom she wants anyhow in her life. Let's join this beautiful journey of two souls who meet each other in a weird situation. Don't even care for each other. Let's see how Maham gets that man whom she is attracted towards. And let's see who this man is. Is he the protagonist or someone else? To know further join the journey with them. :) Started- 15-09-2021 Completed- 09-11-2021

Be My Mistake | ✓ by NamjoonBieber

"The reason we can't let go of someone is because deep inside, we still have hope." Then, let go. That so-called hope, it's destroying you. "It was us against the world, what happened?" She didn't appreciate the world you were offering her. "We were once so damn happy." Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it. It was once there, but not anymore. - - - His heart belongs to someone else. Her heart belongs to him. She wants to be his moonlight in the dark. He... he wants her to be his mistake. **Full Summary Inside**

She's DARK He's COLD by raniya_shah

Falling in love with an enemy knowingly is wrong. What if, it happens unknowingly? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ " W-what this? " I lost the ability to speak English properly. I understood what was that but I couldn't function. My heart didn't believe this. The marriage we had cannot be fake. It didn't feel fake. " Why? Can't you understand the clearly written words? " He said. Yes, he answered me. But why was he behaving this way? I moved towards him and stood in front of him. I just can't get what this means? Was this fake? Why? What did I do to deserve this? " I c-can't understand anything," I said slowly. I just wish this comes out to be a fake thing. All of this a joke. I helplessly looked towards him. He was quiet and looked emotionless. I felt scared of his behavior for the first time. This is not true. It can't be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Briar Eliza Shah or Eliza Joseph is a 19 years old girl - she does have a lot of DARK secrets from the horrible past. Still, she is not the innocent one or any good kinda word that can describe her, instead, she is the hard one here, incredibly stubborn but still has a heart where the good side and the painful side is buried hidden deep somewhere and there is also fear of her HUNTERS ... Here meet the one and only Cayden Donovan, he's not your only typical Greek god looking guy but also has an incredibly cold nature. He's not the one to stay back when he's scared, he fights and ends it ....ends his fears and the fear here is not any kind of failure but instead, it's the past and his search for the people in it, he is secretive and loves to keep it that way. But what will happen when he meets Briar? Cover by @chrmar04

Falling Short by Zanoobah

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Falling For A Hijabi (part 1 And 2) by MaladaptiveDoc

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[MC #4] Mafia's Angel by Grimmy27

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Best Mistake |18+| by allhailqueendani

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Reviving A Dead Heart by Nora_urszula

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Salahuddin Zaman my best friend's elder brother, is everything I should have stayed away from. A Killer. A Made Man. A Goddamn Psychopath. I ignored their warnings. Turned a blind eye to his brutality. Letting myself fall freely in love with him. How did it end for me? In a Broken Heart. Now he is back in my life or should I say I willingly put myself in his path again. But this time he is more unhinged than before. Intent on chastising me for my transgressions. Will my fragile heart survive another heartbreak?