Killing Me To Love You | ✓
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Complete, First published Aug 12, 2019
Mature
Just one slight mistake threw me into a world that knows nothing but crime, violence, betrayal, and death. 

Just one slight incident led me into the life of the most alluring man with nothing but the look of murder in his eyes. 

Just one slight incident was all that was needed to change the course of my entire life. 

My fragile heart isn't made for his tough world and his corrupt soul isn't made for my naive world. 

But he won't let me go. And suddenly, my life wasn't about living, it was about surviving.

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