Dying Free
Myrtocean
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  • Reads 496
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  • Parts 19
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Myrtocean
Ongoing, First published Aug 15, 2019
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~First update November 3d 2019~

For a long time I've been trapped inside hospitals and locked away from the world.

For a long time I've lived imprisoned by my own body and the cancerous cells inside it.

My time is coming to an end. I know it. It is a fact. We all know it.

Being away from the world outside my window hasn't helped, being trapped and wrapped in oxygen tubes and IV's hasn't helped. 

So even though I've been living as a prisoner, I choose to die free.

I choose to go the way I want to. The way I want the peole I will leave behind to remember me. Free.

My name is Ophelia. And I will die free.

~A/N. Hello guys, I know I am crap at descriptions but if you have made it here then please check the book itself instead of judging if it's worth to be read by the bad description😂.
The story,charachters and all that belong to me and I have all rights of the story.

I do not οwn the songs and most of the pictures within the book. I own however the cover and the picture I used was taken by me.

I hope you will read and enjoy the book if you decide to give it a chance, I will try to update as often as possible.
Peace out.
Myrto An.

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