You read the title. Strap in. Probably smut.

"Why do you do it?" "I like the way it makes me feel." "How does it make you feel?" "Numb." ---warning: self-harm.

𝕄𝕪 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕡𝕦𝕣𝕖. b̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶a̶n̶t̶i̶c̶i̶p̶a̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶u̶r̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶.̶ ────────────────────────

You were a regular student until one day it bites you. Anxiety. You feel like your life is over. Until one day fate comes knocking.

ENJOY (Lots of earlier chapters are poorly written.) ↑More Wenclair on my page WENCLAIR<33 This is my first book, you can request anything Fluff Angst Anything (I can't guarantee it will be good) This also includes some of my own HC!! ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏

Sitting by myself, my feet stuck in the cool water of the little stream, I tried, for the ten millionth time, to reason out why I had to have these problems. I was just a normal everyday kid, no better, no worse than most. I didn't do drugs, I didn't smoke or drink. I worried about my grades and my lack of six pack abs and if I was ever gonna get any taller or grow any hair on my chest. No earthshaking stuff, but important to me.

This book has been deleted twice, this is the second time I'm reuploading it. THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN SMUT. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

Finding somewhere safe, I just want to feel loved and know that nothing can hurt me, it feels like I'm under a spell where I have to get r@ped multiple times a year, I can't seem to escape, It started a way way long time ago....

*FOR MATURE READERS* (!TRIGGER WARNING!: This story contains self harm, drugs/alcohol, abuse, sexual content, and swearing!)

MATURE CONTENT!!!!!!!!!! 18+ 🔞🔞🔞 Warning this is totally going to be a mature content read it at your own will if your are going to be under 18!