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Survivor's Guilt

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2011: It's been ten years since the sky literally came crashing down around Yael Malkah and upended her world. Now she's returned to New York to visit her ailing grandmother. With no other family, it's up to her to take care of the family business, even at the risk of her sobriety.

Haustin Macauley is a firefighter struggling to come to terms with his survivor's guilt, and does whatever he can to drown out the event that still keeps him up at night, even taking reckless risks. The only thing that keeps him going is the people he saved when hell came crashing around him, the only proof he has that he isn't a complete failure.

When Yael meets the man who saved her life that fateful day, she can't help but feel a connection in her grief. As Haustin and Yael grow closer, the two must find their way through the minefield of family problems and post-traumatic stress to the possibility of a life that might resemble normal again.

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Hit and Run by hchladybug1218

Bethany Miller is engaged to her rich and powerful college sweetheart, Evan Schultz. When the toxicity of her relationship comes to light, Bethany attempts to downplay the actions of her fiance. Through fear, gaslighting, and sweet talk Evan convinces Bethany that he knows what's best for her. When Malcolm Wolfe, Evan's best friend, arrives on the scene he isn't afraid to tell Bethany or 'Annie' what's on his mind. Soon Malcolm Wolfe faces homelessness and no job, with nowhere to go Malcolm turns to Evan who lets him move in. Bethany finds herself living with two men, and notices their differences right away. As Bethany gets to know Malcolm, she starts to have feelings. One night while riding on his motorcycle, Malcolm Wolfe pulls over when he spots a man lying helpless on the side of the road. As Malcolm attempts to aid the hit-and-run victim, the police arrive on the scene. While covered in blood Malcolm is arrested for a crime he didn't commit. When Bethany gets word that Malcolm's been arrested, she'll have to decide if he's telling the truth or not. With no alibi and a criminal record under his name will Malcom be able to prove his innocence before it's too late?

Loving Jane by MelonDiaries

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Hit and Run cover

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Into the Flames {Station 19 x you} cover

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Hit and Run

Bethany Miller is engaged to her rich and powerful college sweetheart, Evan Schultz. When the toxicity of her relationship comes to light, Bethany attempts to downplay the actions of her fiance. Through fear, gaslighting, and sweet talk Evan convinces Bethany that he knows what's best for her. When Malcolm Wolfe, Evan's best friend, arrives on the scene he isn't afraid to tell Bethany or 'Annie' what's on his mind. Soon Malcolm Wolfe faces homelessness and no job, with nowhere to go Malcolm turns to Evan who lets him move in. Bethany finds herself living with two men, and notices their differences right away. As Bethany gets to know Malcolm, she starts to have feelings. One night while riding on his motorcycle, Malcolm Wolfe pulls over when he spots a man lying helpless on the side of the road. As Malcolm attempts to aid the hit-and-run victim, the police arrive on the scene. While covered in blood Malcolm is arrested for a crime he didn't commit. When Bethany gets word that Malcolm's been arrested, she'll have to decide if he's telling the truth or not. With no alibi and a criminal record under his name will Malcom be able to prove his innocence before it's too late?