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Survivor's Guilt

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2011: It's been ten years since the sky literally came crashing down around Yael Malkah and upended her world. Now she's returned to New York to visit her ailing grandmother. With no other family, it's up to her to take care of the family business, even at the risk of her sobriety.

Haustin Macauley is a firefighter struggling to come to terms with his survivor's guilt, and does whatever he can to drown out the event that still keeps him up at night, even taking reckless risks. The only thing that keeps him going is the people he saved when hell came crashing around him, the only proof he has that he isn't a complete failure.

When Yael meets the man who saved her life that fateful day, she can't help but feel a connection in her grief. As Haustin and Yael grow closer, the two must find their way through the minefield of family problems and post-traumatic stress to the possibility of a life that might resemble normal again.

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Waiting Until Dawn {Mike Monroe x Reader} by FandomQuack

"Back to this hellhole, huh?" "I wouldn't call it a hellhole" He mutters. "Oh, but I would." I snap harshly. He almost flinches. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get out of hand like that..." I cut him off. "I know. But I can't believe you would ever think of doing that. It's cruel!" He looks away in shame. "I'm sorry." He says again. "It's not me you should have apologized to." I say, hot tears threatening to spill. I didn't know who to feel about him. I was so completely in love with him, maybe I still am, but they were my best friends. I just wish everything could have been different.

Harwal, book 3 by noozaster

I'm the crew's problem solver-the one they send on the hardest jobs. To them, I'm fearless, strong, unshakable. But the truth? I'm a coward, hiding secrets I pray no one ever uncovers. Everyone knows I'm terrified of the Zohra, the horned aliens that send chills down my spine. Yet, in a reckless moment, I agree to stay with the crew-near them. But my personal fears don't matter when a bigger threat emerges, one that could destroy everything. The mission takes us to my hometown, to a hidden lab filled with memories I swore I'd never face. And worse? I'm stuck infiltrating it with Harwal-a Zohra who reminds me of the monster that's haunted me for years. Surviving the mission is one thing. Surviving him-and the way he makes me feel-is another.

𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖨 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋?- 𝖤.𝖡𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗅𝖾𝗒 by shewriterH

Dilara Yildiz seems to have it all together-successful lawyer, a beautiful daughter, and a life that looks perfect from the outside. But behind the smiles, Dilara is a master of hiding her pain. Her husband, Ethan, may have once been her world, but now he's a source of fear and heartache. His angry outbursts and controlling behavior leave Dilara bruised, but it's her daughter, Sunny, who keeps her going. In her daughter's innocent smile, Dilara finds the strength to endure the darkest moments. When Dilara finally finds the courage to leave Ethan, she takes her daughter and moves into a new life-one where she doesn't have to hide anymore. But the scars of her past still linger, and she's unsure if she can ever trust another man again. That is, until she meets a firefighter who is everything Ethan was not-kind, patient, and thoughtful. But after everything Dilara has been through, is she ready to open her heart again? Or will the fear of repeating the past keep her from finding happiness once more?

Charlie's Hero (#nanowrimo2015) by KenZ_Dizzy95

Charlotte sat there unmoving, tears falling down her cheeks. She could not do anything as she watched her sisters casket go down into the ground. She did not look to her older brothers for comfort, she did not look to her parents. She just sat there and sadly watched her sister and bestfriend, her twin, as she got burried in the ground. Her heart felt like there was an empty void in it, a missing-or rather-a dead piece. The sky opened up ontop of them, though non of them cared, they welcomed the rain and what it brought. For Charlotte, it meant new life. A life without her twin. Charlotte's never done anything without her sister before, but now she's going to have to. ~~ Charlotte grew up with her twin being her best friend, the one who helped her through the toughest times in her life. They had a connection that astounded people.The pain of losing someone so close, of someone who was literally like your other half, is one that no one should have to experience. But Charlotte did. Now, after her twin's death, Charlotte will not only have to live life without her twin, but learn to get close to people again. With struggles of self worth and depression, Charlotte has a hard time accepting her life as it now is. She even gains an unlikely friend but is hesitant to even let him in her life. Will this person and her family help Charlotte cope with her life as it is now? Who will save her from herself?

The Will To by woodlander8

Will is a slut. At least, according to everyone else she is. With a past that both defines her and won't let her go, Will has had enough of the name-calling and assumptions. She's decided to use it all as fuel to get what she wants: to take down Reid Reynolds. Reid is a "bad boy" (a term that makes Will's eyes cross into oblivion) and he represents everything that Will despises. He is a TA in one of her university classes, making her plan even easier. She has an entire year to follow through with her agenda. No problem. It's all under control. Except it isn't. When women start getting assaulted on campus, everything Will is running from begins to catch up with her. She will inevitably have to face it--and decide if getting revenge on the bad boy will actually get her what she wants. NaNoWriMo2021 Warnings: sexual assault, mentions of rape, and stalking.

THROUGH THE FLAMES ✔ by sUp_mY_clOwNs

A story about a rookie firefighter who risks everything to hide his classification as an omega so he can be a firefighter among a team that soon feels like a family. ---- or ---- Caleb Murray left Canada chasing Hollywood dreams, but he found his true calling fighting fires in Los Angeles. As the newest recruit at Station 9, he's not just the fresh face-he's an outsider with a dangerous secret. Caleb is an omega passing as a beta, hiding his identity to survive in the alpha-driven world of firefighting, where rigid rules and intense rivalry make every day a test of strength and will. Determined to prove himself, Caleb throws everything he has into grueling training and high-stakes rescues. But as he navigates the heat of danger, he's also dodging suspicion from his teammates who seems to see right through his act. Friendships and rivalries spark around him, and Caleb is forced to confront not only the risks on the job but also the walls he's built around his heart. Can Caleb keep his secret under wraps and still find a place to belong? Or will the truth about his identity cost him the career-and the family-he's come to love? As he faces the flames both inside and out, Caleb's journey becomes an ultimate test of courage, loyalty, and the hope of finding a life where he no longer has to hide. Will he find a way to be true to himself-and perhaps even a mate who can see beyond his disguise?

Saving Isabella by PrincessTwinkleLoans

Isabella's life has been anything but easy. At 14, she's already endured more than most. Her mother and her mother's boyfriend, Jack, were both controlling and abusive, leaving Isa to navigate the scars of their manipulation. Her mother always told her that her father abandoned them, and she never mentioned anything about brothers. Isa has lived believing she was truly alone. But everything changes when her mother and Jack are arrested, leaving her without a guardian. With nowhere else to turn, Isabella is sent across the country from Chicago to Los Angeles to live with nine brothers she never knew existed. Struggling with the trauma of her past and the lies she's been fed, Isa finds herself thrust into a new life with strangers she's supposed to call family. What she doesn't know is that these brothers are far from ordinary. They are not just successful men-they are the leaders of a powerful mafia empire, operating in the shadows of the city. Every brother has secrets of their one, as they have a hard time trusting anyone out of the family. Non the less the 9 brothers form a marvelous team. ⚠️⚠️ Warning ⚠️⚠️ - selfharm -drugs -blood -murder -suicide (attemps, ideation ecc...) CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED!!! 1 #protectivebrothers 16/09/2024 2 #sh 30/11/2024 3 #ed 12/11/2024 3 #depression 26/11/2024

Loving Jane by MelonDiaries

NANOWRIMO 2019. NOVEL ENTRY. DRAFT. NOT EDITED. Jane Cohan was in a car accident and rushed to the hospital. Nearly on the brink of death, she was saved by a resident doctor, Sebastian Malcolm. But Jane seemed like she didn't want to be saved. Sebastian noticed this and made sure she didn't do anything life-threatening. In order to keep her from taking her life, Sebastian kept a close watch on her. However, there was more to Jane than a mere patient of his. Because of this, he grew attached to her. And Jane, slowly, grown attached to him as well. In this darkest time in her life, will Jane allow Sebastian in her life? #Nanowrimo2019

Ruined ll Book 1 by lisaax831

Book One from The Ruined Series "I'm a fuck up" "Babygirl, that makes two of us" Jennifer has lived a hard life since she was 4 years old. Growing up with an abusive mom who's an alcoholic, and a dad who's a junkie have proven to her that she doesn't need anyone, including them. She gets the freedom that most teenagers dream of, going out to parties every night, drinking her sorrows away, no curfews. Until she meets Daxon. Daxon, who has an addiction with drugs is the only person who can understand her. Growing up a child addict has made Dax an impossible person to approach. As they get closer, they want the best for each other. A story about two troubled teenagers who want to fix each other yet, they can't even fix themselves. *Slowburner: This book has a lot of ups and downs with the tragic love they share* #14 drugs # 17 addiction # 9 drug addiction # 2 sober # 622 romance # 425 sadness # 161 struggle # 127 2021 #592 toxic # 2 ash stymest

Halo: A 9-1-1 Story by dinutzo4dinozzo

Two people with self made walls meet and learn how to live instead of existing. Charlotte Joy Strand grew up with a firefighter father in New York City. She witnessed the horror of 9/11 with her twin brother, both afraid for their father who was front and center at Ground Zero. She saw her happy, go-lucky, hero of a father change after the events of that day. She watched as walls were built between her father and the rest of his family as he struggled to rebuild a fire house that had lost most of their members to the collapse of the Towers. By the time he had let his walls back down, he was preparing to divorce his wife, his son was hanging out with bad kids and his daughter was trying to hold her family together and learning how to put up her own walls. Extended summary inside. A 9-1-1 fanfiction Eddie Diaz/OC

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Waiting Until Dawn {Mike Monroe x Reader}

"Back to this hellhole, huh?" "I wouldn't call it a hellhole" He mutters. "Oh, but I would." I snap harshly. He almost flinches. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get out of hand like that..." I cut him off. "I know. But I can't believe you would ever think of doing that. It's cruel!" He looks away in shame. "I'm sorry." He says again. "It's not me you should have apologized to." I say, hot tears threatening to spill. I didn't know who to feel about him. I was so completely in love with him, maybe I still am, but they were my best friends. I just wish everything could have been different.