The Fear of Falling Apart (BoyXBoy) UNDER CONSTRUCTION
Needing_SomeHale
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Needing_SomeHale
Ongoing, First published Jul 29, 2014
Mature
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So, there's this girl. 
She's perfect. And yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, that's what every lovesick sap says about the girl that they pine after but I'm serious. She's literally perfect. She's smart, she's athletic, and she's got this- this amazing laugh that just makes you want to laugh with her. She's tall like a model, with this long, dark brown hair, and these blue eyes- holy shit, don't even get me started on those eyes. 
And then... there's her brother. 
He's the exact opposite. 
The dude is practically a giant. He's tall, muscular, vulgar, rude, and, honestly, the scariest person that I have ever met in my life.   
But guess which one I have a date with. 

Kai Avery. Where to begin? He's popular, get's good grades, has devilishly good looks, he's got it all! 
Well, all except for the girl of his dreams, Rose Clary. 
When he finally gets his chance to ask her out without her scary brother around, it all goes downhill when he's ambushed by Blake Clary himself. In a panic, he lies and says he was coming to talk to Blake instead. He expected to get punched, but instead... got a date for Friday night.

*** WARNING WARNING THIS BOOK CONTAINS BOYXBOY SEX IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN BE A BABE AND GET OFF MY PAGE K THANKS ***
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